Dearest Andy,

I don't know where you are today or how you're doing but here I am wishing you a Happy Birthday. You and I had big plans for the age of 19 yet here we are, worlds apart. I still think about you sometimes and smile. I no longer wonder what went wrong. We had some really great times and I can never replace those memories. I'm just glad it happened. I'm grateful it was you and no one else during those dark times. When I'm weak, I still wish for you because you were my unmoving pillar of strength (till we fell apart). I don't miss you anymore but I still love you. 

My birthday wish to you is God's choicest blessing, love and prosperity. I know you can take care of yourself. Wherever you are today my gummybear, I hope you're happy. Know one thing, you are my biggest what if. If i had just told you that day what I really wanted to say, things would have been different. But no use reliving that today.

Happy 19th.

Your cupcake,
Halimah

(One day late)