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Please do not put your trash in here, my place is clean. If you don’t like what you see get out, NOW! No ones forcing you to read so I do not care about your filthy opinion.
It was such a turbulent Sunday afternoon for me. You just completed your concert tour and is getting ready for your Military service. What a way to be welcomed back in your homeland by bombarding you with such news. I admit I was taken by surprise, I thought the devil has passed but how wrong was I? It came back wanting more. I read somewhere from another fan how she wished your Military Service would have some grand publicity, but oh how she wished she just shut . But we all know you want to leave quietly, we understand you’ve always been a private person. Yesterday, I wrote things I won’t take them back, I’m sorry because that was what I was feeling that time and I want to let it out.
I was not mad just shocked, I was caught by surprise. Though by talking to a friend privately and discerning everything by evening I was fully fine. The devil just wanted the last word to come from her. She doesn’t want to be forgotten because she saw you moving on and that made her mad. Not like last year where it took me weeks to get out of my hole. Now, I am more confident and sure about everything that whatever happens I’m by you and with you. You don’t know it but you’ve given me so much happiness.
You’ve lifted me up when I was down. I am one of those fans you haven’t met yet but I have seen you. I want to relive that day I saw you, it’s like heavens gate opened and you walking down that stage glowing, you practically lighted up the whole place. You looked around seemingly astounded. Why? Don’t you believe there are a lot of people who loves you in my country? Well believe it and I am one of them (well my unnie too ^^)
Now that you’re leaving for your MS, my world will be a bit quiet cause it’s missing one alien. I’m going to miss those witty but out of this world comments. You, spacing out. Those comments when I keep thinking if you’re serious or not. You dancing and your music. But I know after two years you’ll be back and I hope by that time I would have the chance to meet you and shake your hand and say “I’ve missed you and welcome back.” As for now no goodbyes or farewells just see you again.
Take care my forever leader, I love you!
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This is my blog and I am entitled to say what I feel.
Please do not put your trash in here, my place is clean. If you don’t like what you see get out, NOW! No ones forcing you to read so I do not care about your filthy opinion.
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