my out of town trip was nice :) so here, I decided to put this even if I still have homeworks to do. picture is mine~~

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Day 440, September 24, 2010

About a year ago, Yoochun left for the United States, leaving Junsu, his beloved friend behind in South Korea. He was worried about Junsu getting hurt by Siwon because he wasn't there for Junsu if ever Siwon decides to strike because he sees that Junsu is a real loner now. There was regret. Pain. Worry. Anger. In that one year, there were fights. There were conflicts. Those conflicts affected Junsu but they weren't strong enough. It was enough to push him off his path but he just shrugged it off and went back on his path. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Junsu learned how to be tougher without the help of Yoochun even if it was tough. It was tough surviving alone, without help. It was like stitching your own cuts and curing it for survival. It hurts but there's no one else who can do it for you if you're alone in a forest and if you don't stitch your finger, it would probably stay open and get infected. The worst case scenario is that you would die from infection. 

-Flashback-

-Junsu's POV-

I feel like quitting. I just feel like failing so Siwon would stop being so competitive. I don't know whether I should be scared or happy to get high grades. In a few minutes, I'll see my grades. In a few minutes, I'll either be ignored or threatened. In a few minutes, I'll be extremely happy but extremely scared. I know it. I want to impress... Yoochun's parents... So they could think about sending Yoochun back here... But.... I'm scared to because of... Siwon...

-End of POV-

/later that day/

"Stop being so competitive Kim! Give it up! You know I'm better than you! Don't you dare get those grades next time or else there wont be a next time."

-Junsu's POV-

This... It's happened before... Every time we get our grades... Except he didn't... Do this... He........ Attacked.....

-End of POV-

-Endo of Flashback-

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So, you people see what happened to Junsu. I feel bad for doing this to Siwon biased people :< I didn't want to! And... Jaejoongs' "hyung" is going to be exposed soon :3 He's really older than Jaejoong in real life. He's.... late 20's. I think you know who it is ;D