I know that you promised, I know that you said you were going to come back.
But I just can't find the courage to look at you again. I don't know how to break it to you.
How to tell you that...while you were gone, I've met someone else, at first it was just friendship and I think the loneliness of not having you around took the best of me and before I noticed it...
It was already much more than just a simple friendship, suddenly we were going on dates, and I was calling her, meeting her after work. I know that we promised...
I know I promised, I know this is betrayal but what can I do when you're never here? A simple moving image of you on a screen isn't enough, and I know that I'm probably a bad person...
Because love should conquer all right? Because if I truly like you then I should be able to endure, I should be able turn around on my bed, extend my arm and feel nothing more than the simple void of not having you around.
It makes me sad really and it's probably destroying me much more than it will destroy you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry I betrayed you I know it will probably feel like the sky is falling down, I know it will probably burn like fire.
I know it Jessica Jung but there's nothing more to tell you than the words "I'm sorry" I know that it's sad but this is the way we are separating.
I know we've been through a lot and I know you were expecting to get back to open arms and a sweet kiss on your lips and I'm sorry that you'll probably get back to nothing more than heart break.
Believe me...I've imagined, I've imagined it all...
I've played out our conversation in my head so much I no longer sleep at night, I've played every possible reaction you might have in my mind.
There's nothing coming from you that I'm not already expecting and that's perhaps good, or bad.
I'm not sure of how we got into this situation and if you ask me such a question I won't be able to answer it.
We could no longer keep this...
A distance relationship was never enough, I'm sorry Jessica, and even if you think I did all this and I never loved you please don't.
I've loved you I'll keep your smile forever, the sweet moments we had together, I will remember as you took me into your arms and kissed me on our first date.
I'll remember the days you simply spaced out and all it took to bring you back was simple kiss on the cheek.
I'm sorry Jessica...
That we have to be...separated
By distance...
Torn Apart

Sincerely

Tiffany Hwang