Hey guys, as you can see, I'm back after so long. I'm not really ready to start an actual ongoing story just yet as I am in the middle of a very busy school term but I suppose this will suffice. I am finally back with this sad one-shot in the form of a letter.

I'm back after a really long time, way too long, if you ask me and if you go to my other stories and see the forewords and stuff, you can see that I used to be ever so cheerful with emoticons and stuff everywhere. However, to mine and your disappointment, I'm not so cheerful and happy as I used to be anymore. A lot has happened over the course of a couple of months, and I can't say they were good things. I'm experiencing a difficult time right now so I ask for a little understanding and forgiveness from my beloved readers at my lack of quality. I want to warn you guys that I will be an emotional wreck for my next stories because of the situation I am currently stuck in and because I'm experiencing feelings that I've never experienced before. I want to take advantage of my situation and transform my pain and feelings into poetic sentences, that could then be expanded and maybe even turned into a story or a oneshot for y'all.

Also, I have decided to change my code name/author name into "A.L." replacing my former name which was "_BeBrBe_". I just want to stress on the fact that all of you should never take your life for granted, because out there somewhere someone would kill to be in your position right now.

This story is actually subscriber's only and to subscribe, you need to have an account. If you haven't got an account, I strongly suggest you sign up. It's the best decision I've made in my life and being a part of something as special as the asianfanfics community has made me a lot happier in my life and the people here really have given me a lot of support... But anyway, before I get too sappy even before the oneshot starts, I just really want to encourage those who regularly visit the site, to make an account, that's all.

I also want to apologise to those who requested fanfics from my other story, I have taken the story down as I realised it was a rash decision I made while I was tipsy. I do not actually have the time to write fanfics based on requests by people so I would just like to apologise to those who expected an imagine dedicated to them. I'm extremely grateful to those who actually requested, but in full honesty, I've just got too much stuff on my plate. School work, in addition to emotional stress from problems I'm dealing with right now.. So again, I sincerely apologise. To further express my apologies, I leave you with EXO:

Now that I've done all the catching up and everything is out of the way, 

Please enjoy. Upvote, Comment, and Subscribe to read.

-A.L.