Yoona is watching the pouring rain outside from her office. Then the CEO/her girlfriend enter her office. "You leave early"Jessica says and sit at the couch. Yoona nod her head

"I just drop a paper to Mr.  Lee,  the FS last night." Yoona explain. "You are sweating too hard last night. The aircon is on."Jessica says

"I don't know.  I am chilling last night.  I don't know why I sweats to much.  Maybe stress too" Yoona explain again. Jessica nodded her head. . 

Yoona look at the pouring rain.  Then she run outside. She let the rain pour on her. She miss bathing in the rain.

Yoona take a shower. She is humming a random songs. Then she look at herself in the mirror. 

"You are so beautiful and a goddess"Yoona told herself. Yoona feel so cold she wear her favorite PJ on. She lay herself in bed. She massage her head because she feel headacheJessica come. 
Jessica Kiss Yoona on forehead. Jessica look at her again

"Why?" Yoona ask. Jessica put her palm in Yoona's forhead. "You are sick baby?" Jessica says. "Woah?" Yoona start to cough. Jessica give her a glare. "Do you somehow???" 
 
"Yes..  I just miss bathing in the rain"Yoona says. "Then you are now sick.  You have colds.  Better visit doctor Yoona." Jessica says

"Tomorrow." Yoona says

 "Let us eat first." Jessica says

"I am tired besides I am full." Yoona says

"That was new." Jessica says

"Sleep tight have rest baby." Jessica says and kiss Yoona. 

 
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Jessica cook food early in the morning then Yoona went out fron the room in her suits. Yoona sit opposite to Jessica.  "Are you freling well now?" Jessica ask; Yoona nod her head
Yoona start to eat; Jessica watch her. Then after 5 minutes Yoona stands up. 

 "I have to go." Yoona says. "Look you don't eat to much." Jessica says pointing the left food. "I am still full." Yoona says. "But you didn't eat last night." Jessica says. Yoona didn't answer and just kiss her

"I have to go." Yoona says. 

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Days passed,  weeks too. Yoona didn't eat much as she usually do.  She always feel full.  Yoona seems always tired.  As she loom at her mirror she always see her face getting pale as day passes.  She just put some make up for the other don't notice it. She feel cramping of her abdomen sometimes,  also the drenching night sweats and fever sometimes, fatigue,  loss of weight and appetite,  pain,  unusual itching,  chills,  breathlessness,  lack of energy and coughing. She decided to visit a doctor. 

 She drive her car to the best clinic she know,  where their family doctor is. She ask for check up. A big news break Yoona's world. She have a LYMPHOMA CANCER. A cancer of the Lymph System. And the worst is she is now in stage 4 of it. The doctor says that the cancer cells is working too fast. But the doctor give her still some medicines that she can take. 

 Yoona still belive that one day she will be good and the cancer will be gone.  She is so optimist. 
But she plan not to tell it to Jessica. 

Yoona is in the couch. She feel some pain and headache. She put make up for Jessica won't see it. And also some bruises if her. She close her eyes and crying inside. She start to hum her favorite song again. Yoona continue to sing
She stops singing and continue again in the other part of the song. Yoona is crying.Yoona feel her abdomen is cramping. 

She hear footsteps from the corridor so she wipe her tears and run to the bed roon and act sleeping. Yoona lay herself at the couch. Jesica enter the room. And see Yoona sleeping. 

"My baby is already sleeping.  Why did. 'T wait for me??" Jessica ask and kiss the girl. Jessica change her clothes and lay herself beside Yoona. Jessica is humming a song. Jessica hug Yoona. 

Just few minutes Jessica is sleeping. Yoona cry hard. Yoona went off the bed and went to shower room. She wash herself and look at the mirror. She see bruises all ove her body. And pale her skin is especially her face. Her lips sims don't have any blood anymore. She wear  a sweet smile. Tears are pouring from her eyes. 

"You are still beautiful..   Jessica wilk told you the same if she knew." Yoona talk to herself. 
Then she out make up to her face and some body parts to hid the bruises. She look at her face again. "You are now more beautiful." Yoona says to herself. 

"Don't let her know..  She will not handle such things like this ok?? "Yoona is talking to herself. 

She went out from the shower room and kaid down besides Jessica. She hugged Jessica.  She kiss Jessuca in forehead then rest her chin in Jessica's head. She feel Jessica's breath in her neck. She just smile.  Tears are still pouring. She close her eyes. 

"I will fight for you.  For the euphoria that I want,  we want"Yoona mumbled and cry again. She feel random pain in her body but she don't want Jessica know this. 

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Days and weeks had passed again. Yoona still keeping her secret to Jessica. She still fight the sickness she have. She still act normal around Jessica. Jessica seems not notice it,  maybe Yoona is really good in hiding. Yoona was in the shower room. Jessica is cleaning the room and paper drop from the folder. Jessica scrutinized the paper. She see the papers are some receip