For anyone who might be interested :)

This is the English translation to the song that gave me the idea for this story.

Title : If only

For all the wrongs that can be committed, if I can avoid committing any of them, I might still have time to repent.

If I didn’t point out every single thing, that small little dispute would have been over with a smile.

In the face of love, one shouldn’t be self-centered, muddling along should be the way to go.

It’s all my fault.
I shouldn’t have been silent when there was something needed to be said.

Shouldn’t have been weak when I was needed to be brave.
It was me thinking that I can be unaffected, resulting in us being miserable.
But the you then and the me now, what will it be if we start over again?

On that fateful day.
If I had spoken everything that need to be said nicely.

If I had been more understanding rather than being obstinate.
If I wasn’t led by my turmoil emotions that fateful day, what would you have done?
So many if, so many if I.
Too bad there is no if, there is only consequence.

If I have understood earlier that straightforward you,
Or if we have met a little later, a more mature me.

But

It’s all my fault.
I shouldn’t have been silent when there was something needed to be said.

Shouldn’t have been weak when I was needed to be brave.
It was me thinking that I can be unaffected, resulting in us being miserable.
But the you then and the me now, what will it be if we start over again?

On that fateful day.
If I had spoken everything that need to be said nicely.

If I had been more understanding rather than being obstinate.
If I wasn’t led by my turmoil emotions that fateful day, what would you have done?
So many if, so many if I.
Too bad there is no if, there is no you and me.

It’s my fault.
I shouldn’t have been silent when there was something needed to be said.

Shouldn’t have been weak when I was needed to be brave.
It was me thinking that I can be unaffected, resulting in us being miserable.
But the you then and the me now, what will it be if we start over again?

On that fateful day
If I had spoken everything that need to be said nicely.

If I had been more understanding rather than being obstinate.
If I wasn’t led by my turmoil emotions that fateful day, what would you have done?
So many if, so many if I.
Too bad there is no if, there is only consequence.

Too bad there is no if.