The ringing sound of her phone could be heard but the girl who was wrapped in her blanket continued sleeping. However, the phone continued to ring, intruding her peaceful sleep and she groaned. Reaching out for the phone on the nightstand, she answered the call without looking at the caller id. 

"What," she snapped.

"Are you still sleeping?" Her friend snorted on the other line, ignoring her rude behavior. "It's almost 11! Get ready and let's have a brunch, then we'll go shopping!" 

She sighed, feeling tired just by hearing her friend's enthusiasm, "I am honestly still really tired from yesterday. Can you just let me sleep my day away." That was not a question and she hoped Sarang got the cue to leave her alone. She really was not feeling like leaving her apartment. At least not now. 

"Yoon Sena~ Please? Are you really going to let your only best friend died out of shopping alone in the mall?" Sarang whined, knowing that Sena could never stand hearing her whining about something so absurd.

"Who on earth– fine! Give me two hours to g-"

"Yeay! Chop chop, I'll be at your place in 30 minutes~" and the line went dead. Sena could only stare at her phone in complete disbelief but couldn't help but chuckle at her friend's effort on trying to get her out of her apartment. 

Sena was never the one to lock herself in her apartment but she couldn't help it now that everything had changed.

She could no longer walk pass their once favourite cafe without seeing flashbacks of them together. 

She could no longer drink her favorite tea without remembering that it was once their favourite tea, how he would always stop by the shop just to buy them bubble teas just because he said 'it would bring us luck on our date' which she thought was really ridiculous but the happy grin on his face made she nodded in agreement anyways. 

Even her place smells just like him, but she had no other choice but to it up. She remembered how he'd leave his stuffs on the floor just to purposely get a reaction out of her. He knew she hated it when her apartment became messy. Also how he'd walk out of the bathroom with his feet wet to create a mess on the floor, or how he'd ask her what colour he should wear that day so they could match. 

Those little things he did never failed to make her smile in affection. Sometimes she wondered how can a person could love someone so much that it ended up hurting themselves.

She walked out of her room and went to the kitchen after cleaning up and getting ready. This was one of the place they had spent most of their free times because of how much she loved baking and cooking. How she'd bake brownies and cakes whenever he carved for it. They would spend hours just talking and baking in the kitchen, but it was never boring.

Everything had been wonderful when Sehun was around. He made her the happiest just by having him by her side, that was, until he chose to leave her out of the blue.

There was no calls, no texts, no emails from him. He just left, for good. 

She remembered feeling lost and scared when she found out the empty area in their wardrobe. It was his space and it was empty. He was gone. She also remembered doing everything in her power to contact him. She had gone to his friends' places to ask about his whereabout, to his workplace, to the bar he'd go, their favourite coffee shop, but he was nowhere to be found.

She remembered crying for weeks just because she knew she did nothing wrong to upset him to make him leave her the way he did. She had given him everything she could, including her love. 

The rapid knocks on her front door broke her train of thoughts. She sighed before walking to the door and opening it, only to be greeted by an extremely cheerful Sarang.

She let out an exaggerated gasp, "are you really going to wear that?" Sarang  looked so offended by the way Sena dressed that she herself couldn't help but feel self-conscious.

She was just wearing a plain black crop top and a metallic pink bomber jacket paired with a black ripped jeans. 

Rolling her eyes, she took Sarang's hand and pulled her towards the elevator. Sarang can be annoying sometimes.

Walking around the mall with Sarang had never been boring. She always had something to talk about. With her hands holding her shopping bags, she couldn't help but to remember those days how Sehun would insist holding most of her shopping bags.

He would also nag if the dress she chose was too tight or too revealing. He had always told her he hated it when other men would look at her the way only he should look at her. How the men would look at her as if she had no boyfriend by her side.

She had always adored the jealous side of Sehun. She had never found it annoying, instead she felt more loved and apreciated by him. 

Though he knew she would never look at other men, the way she would look at him; eyes so full of affection and love. 

Sarang huffed, realizing that Sena was not even listening to her. Sena was just staring into the space. If she didn't know better, she would have thought Sena was just naturally quiet.

But Sarang had known her ever since they were in highschool. Yoon Sena was never a quiet person. If anything, Sena was the loud one in their friendship. Sena had this nice aura around her that made people around her felt comfortable with her, that was, until he left.

She sighed before nudging Sena, "you still think of him, didn't you?" 

"H-huh?" Sena looked like she had just realized that she had been spacing out. She looked sorry that she was not listening but Sarang shook her head, signaling it was okay.

They went to the cafe inside the mall and down in the quiet corner of the cafe, "sit, I'll buy us drinks" 

Sena couldn't help but feel guilty. She was not supposed to think about him. She was not even supposed to remember about him. He had left her for good, without any notices. She deserved to be happy too.

But it was not easy to just forget about someone you had been so deeply in love with. It was never to easy to forget about Oh Sehun.

"Hey, I got you Vanilla Bean Frappe with coffe, is it okay?" Sarang came back with two drinks, and one of it was her favorite.

"I know I can always count on you." Sena grinned and took a sip of her drink. 

"Nah, you can't count me cuz I am one of a kind liddat," she winked, just trying to lighten up her friend's mood. "But seriously, Sena, you can't always think of him. Don't you think it is time for you to move on and forget about him? It's been three months, Sena. I know you love him, we all knew that, but he hurts you. What kind of man would leave his girlfriend without any notices? He left you just like that." 

She knew she was being harsh, but it was the truth. She had to put some sense into Sena's thick skull. She just couldn't sit and watch her friend getting hurt by a man who obviously couldn't apreciate her.

Sena couldn't say anything. She kept her lips sealed because she knew Sarang was just telling her the truth. The truth she had been trying to deny. She can only stare at the drink in front of her while fiddling her fingers, too scared that her feelings would betray her again. She did not wish to cry in front of Sarang again. 

How many times had she cried in front of Sarang just because she had missed Sehun so much. How many times it had been that cried herself to sleep because just the thought of him hurt her so much that she had to press a fist into and cried silently?

"What did I do wrong, Sarang? Am I that much of a burden that he chose to leave me like this? Or is it that I am not worthy of his love? It hurts so much, Sarang. It still hurts..." When the first sob escaped her lips, she took Sena in her arms and held her tightly.

"I know, Sena. I know how much it hurts, but you need to open your heart so it stop hurting you. Forget about him, please? Can you promise me that?"

"I will,"

"Sena, you going?" Baekhyun asked, standing in front of her desk while waiting for her. It was their lunch time and it had been so long since Sena last joined them for lunch. 

"Yeah, give me a second. I need to finish this report first. I need to send this report by today," she said, eyes not leaving her laptop. Her brows furrowed in concentration and her lips forming a small pout.

"No, Ms. Yoon. You are coming with us right now. Take a break and eat your lunch first," Baekhyun claimed as he dragged her out of her office. Baekhyun was one of her closest friends, including Sarang.

"Geez, what's with the rush, Baek? It's not like the restaurant is going to run away," she joked, already having her handbag drapped on her shoulder. 

Baekhyun grinned and clasped his hands together, "We're going to have lunch with Luhan! He's back!" 

"W-what? When? Why didn't I know anything?" She claimed, feeling a bit offended that Luhan was not telling her anything. Baekhyun grinned, remembering what Luhan had told him last week.

"Oh shut up and let's go! He's probably already waiting for us, or you to be more precise." Her cheeks flushed red at Baekhyun's statement. It was no longer a secret that Luhan had a thing towards her. 

Luhan was never the one to keep his actions hidden. He was the one who had always been straight forward and it buffled her at first when Luhan first told her that he liked her, more than a friend. Luhan had told her that he wanted a serious relationship with her. 

Sena, of all people knew Luhan was nothing but sincere but the thought of being attached and loving someone still scared her. She wanted some time and Luhan gave her just that. Luhan promised her that he'd wait for her answer.

When they arrived at the restaurant, Sena had to curse at Baekhyun for choosing this place to eat out of all restaurant in Seoul. It was not like Sena could not afford eating at these types of restaurant but she did not think it was wort