Something was happening. You were giving birth, weren’t you? This was it. You had wanted to record this moment. You had wanted to remember this moment forever. 

But the pain was too much. There were too many people talking at once and they were all telling you orders. You didn’t know what to do. It was unbearably painful and you just wanted the child out.

Joonmyun's face suddenly crossed your vision. You stared at him. He was saying something but your ears were already ringing. His face was shiny with tears and you just wanted to pull him down for a kiss.

One of you in pain was enough.

How long had it been anyway? You couldn’t tell the difference between seconds and minutes. Everything was a blur, especially in the last few moments.

Please come out, you begged. You gave your final push, knowing you had nothing left after it. Your body ached and your skin felt like it was on fire. All you wanted was to fall asleep.

“Jieun-ah, look at me.” Your tired eyes fluttered open and found that familiar face you loved to wake up to. “You’re doing great. Just a little bit more and she’ll be out, okay?“ He kissed your forehead even though that only tempted you to fall asleep.

You pushed for him. You gave everything for him and now, finally, for your new baby girl. People were cheering. Through their masks, the nurses and doctors were smiling.

Your little girl was handed to you.

"Oppa?” you panted in confusion as you searched your husband’s face. “ do you see? Isn’t she cute? Joonmyun-ah, are you okay? Joon-?“

"Shh,” he smoothed y