Drifting

Black-Symphony
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                    Seated alone within the confines of the small sound studio, RapMon is seated before a soundboard; pad and pen held in hand. His head bobs repeatedly, perfectly in tune with the beat of the song which is currently being played. As he listens to each of the words being rapped by him, the point of the pen is gliding across the sheet of paper, as he takes notes on lyrics of which he can possibly improve.             From the corner of his eyes, within his peripheral vision, he takes notice of J-Hope stepping past the now widely opened door. Whilst leaning forth, RapMon presses a single button on the bottom left corner of the soundboard which lowers the volume of the music being played. A smile greets J-Hope, as he watches him step in completely, shutting the door behind him.    J-Hope: "new song? -- sounds really good Namjoon."   Rap Monster: "...Thanks."               He says with a completely straight face, his smile disarmed.    J-Hope: "What?"   Rap Monster: "It's not 'perfect' yet --"               J-Hope smirks lightly, folding one arm over the other.   J-Hope: "If that's what you're waiting for, you're never going to release this mixtape of yours."                 Reaching for the brim of his hat, RapMon lowers it slightly, shielding his eyes.    Rap Monster: "Yeah, I guess you're right hyung."                He watches J-Hope reach over and grab a hold of the folded chair leaning against the wall behind him. It screeches slightly as its being opened. Positioning it beside RapMon, he seats himself and proceeds to grin."   Rap Monster: "w-what?"                A hint of laughter escaping him as he jerks back and away from a widely grinning J-Hope.   J- Hope: "Jungjoook has been really~ happy these days."              He practically Sings the words.   Rap Monster: "Aish!"               He returns to his regular upright position, his teeth while doing so.    J-Hope: "You wouldn't happen to know why that is, would you?"              RapMon looks toward him, shaking his head at the mere sight of his exaggerated grin which has grown which each question.    Rap Monster: "What are you insinuating?"              J-Hope laughs softly, taking enjoyment in RapMons visible discomfort.    J-Hope: "Are you the reason for his happiness?"              RapMon laughs to himself, tapping one end of the pen against the pad resting on his lap.   Rap Monster: "If I answer you -- will you stop grinning like that?"               J-Hope leans in closer, his lips practically quivering as they are stretched beyond their limits.    J-Hope: "Like what?"                He questions from behind his tightly clenched teeth.    Rap Monster: "Heh... We uh... We sorta' started dating."   J-Hope: "Sorta~"              He sings once again prompting RapMon to chuckle to himself.    Rap Monster: "We're dating."               He watches J-Hope raise from his seated position, his arms thrown in the air, and a cheer escaping him. RapMon shakes his head emphatically, a soft smile creeping across his face.   Rap Monster: "Aish! -- sit down will you!"                Obliging, he returns to his previous position.   J-Hope: "So that means no more Hunchul?!"              Grabbing a hold of his hats brim, he removes it from the top of his head, before reaching back and scratching at the back of his head. His limp, dry, blonde locks falling before his eyes.    Rap Monster: "Y-yeah -- Hunchul is... Not a concern."   J-Hope: "Are you sure?"   Rap Monster: "YAH! -- what do you mean am I sure? -- what kind of question is that?"               J-Hope sighs gently and allows his head to tilt slightly.   J-Hope: "What kind of question is that? -- are you forgetting that I witnessed the train wreck that was that relationship?"                 RapMon slicks his hair back, and places his hat back atop his head, pulling down on the brim in order to mask his embarrassed expression.    Rap Monster: "Hunchul is gone... For good this time hyung..."   J-Hope: "Gone from your heart aswell?"   Rap Monster: "Ah~ what kind of question is that?"   J-Hope: "An honest one."              Leaning in the direction of the soundboard, he lays the notepad and pen atop of it, before allowing for his arms to fold across his chest. A sliver of a smirk dances across his face, as he leans back in his chair and allows his eyes to fall upon J-Hopes.   Rap Monster: "You've become quite the detective haven't you hyung?"               In response to his question, J-Hope chuckles lightly.    J-Hope: "No, no, no -- not at all. Just... I'm actually happy if you two are happy."   Rap Monster: "Well then that makes us three happy people, because I couldn't be any happier."                J-Hope raises from his seat, placing his hand on RapMons shoulder, and pats it gently while expelling a gentle sigh.    J-Hope: "Namjoon --"   Rap Monster: "Hm?"   J-Hope: "the mixtape -- sounds good -- really good."   Rap Monster: "Ah -- thanks hyung."                He watches as J-Hope motions away from him, eventually making his way out of the room and leaving him to himself once again. Turning to face the soundboard once again, he proceeds to raise the volume. His legs raise from their placement on the ground, and stretch across the empty chair beside him. Leaning back completely in his own chair, his head bobs along to the music, and his eyes lower as he does so.            From behind a pair of thick black shades, RapMons eyes open, and he finds himself ensnared within a memory. Staring at the others interacting with one another on the opposite end of the room, he sits silently, a pad and pen in hand, it's point pressing against a crisp, blank page. Slowly, the words "what are we living for?" Are scribbled in black ink.                His eyes are immediately drawn to Jungkook who has suddenly risen and begun to dance along to Apink's "No,No,No" which now plays on the radio. A flicker of a smile begins to form. Gradually, his eyes roam, observing the smiles on each of the members faces, and stopping once falling on Jin. A fully formed smile is soon displayed by RapMon as he continues to sit there watching the others.              One by one, each of the members raise to their feet, and proceed to vacate the room, Jungkook, the last to make his way to the door. Holding it open, he looks back to RapMon who remains there seated, and staring back at him from across the room. The door closes, behind a gentle push of his hand before he turns in order to motion toward RapMon. As he steadily approaches, he raises to his feet in order to greet the maknae.   Jungkook: "I saw that."   Rap Monster: "huh? -- saw what?"   Jungkook: "I saw you smile."               RapMon lowers his head in order for him to conceal the smirk that he's now wearing.    Jungkook: "We're going out for some air and coffee -- "   Rap Monster: "but we just got here..."   Jungkook: "Yeah, I know. But it's a nice day and who knows when we'll get another chance to just enjoy it."   Rap Monster: "We debut in a week..."                  A saddened expression befalls the maknae, an expression that RapMon takes notice of once his own head raises.   Jungkook: "Maybe I should go get the others and tell them to come back."   Rap Monster: "N-n-no -- it's fine. Just... Just don't take too long."                 Jungkook smiles softly.   Jungkook: "Thanks hyung -- uh... Do you want to come with?"   Rap Monster: "I uh... I'm just gonna' stay here and finish writing."                Jungkooks eyes lower to the pad and pen on the ground.   Jungkook: "I can bring you back something if you'd like."   Rap Monster: "It's alright... I'm not thirsty."             His eyes raise to meet with his own reflection being displayed upon the oversized black lenses.   Jungkook: "Okay hyung..."             Turning on the heels of his tennis shoes, he proceeds to walk away, and RapMon remains still, simply watching the door as it closes shut behind the maknae. A soft sigh escapes him before he himself turns away and begins to walk toward a window on the left hand side of the room. In silence, he watches as the members step out, from inside the building and cross the street, each one giggling, while commencing in acts of horseplay, Jungkook running toward them in an attempt to catch up.             A faint grin is displayed as he continues to watch them, his hands tucked into his pockets.    Jin: "You know... Sometimes the grass really is greener on the other side."              Startled by the sound of his voice, RapMon turns to face a now approaching Jin, staring at him as he comes to a stop beside him. A smile expressed, as he too stares out of the window at the others who continue to motion further and further away from  sight.    Rap Monster: "Hyung -- why -- why aren't you with them?"   Jin: "I left my phone here."   Rap Monster: "Oh..."              He turns away from Jin and the two stand in silence, both staring forth.    Jin: "Namjoon..."   Rap Monster: "Yes hyung?"   Jin: "why are you always so distant?"   Rap Monster: "I -- I uh... Don't know."               He laughs to himself.    Jin: "Hm -- well if you don't, then who does?"                A faint smile begins to form in response to his question. Without any warning, Jin raises his hands and reaches for RapMons shades, removing them from his face, and exposing his swollen, reddened eyes.   Rap Monster: "Did you think that I didn't have eyes either?"               Staring into them, Jin smirks softly, his hands now at his side.   Jin: "What?!"              He questions, with a hint of laughter. RapMon shakes his head, while staring back into Jin's eyes.    Rap Monster: "Nothing... Nothing..."   Jin: "I saw you smiling earlier..."   Rap Monster: "gonna' tell on me?"               He snaps jokingly.   Jin: "I don't need to -- I can tell that you're going to do it more often from now on."   Rap Monster: "What makes you think that?"             Jin turns away from him, and returns his attention toward the window.    Jin: "Because today you finally saw the light at the end of the tunnel."   Rap Monster: "What makes you so sure about that?"   Jin: "Because you smiled -- and did it all on your own."   Rap Monster: "if I didn't know any better I'd think that you've been watching me."   Jin: "Because I have been."               Rap Monster turns as well, the two look toward the busy street.   Rap Monster: "You could be completely wrong about all of this..."   Jin: "I could?"   Rap Monster: "Y-yeah."   Jin: "You don't sound too sure about that."   Rap Monster: "Heh... I still think that you could be wrong about this whole light at the end of the tunnel thing..."   Jin: "Well -- in that case -- I'll be the light at the end of the tunnel."              RapMon turns his attention to him.   Jin: "You can see me -- right?"   Rap Monster: "Y-yeah..."               Jin turns to face him, raising his hand and handing him his shades.   Jin: "Whenever you feel the need to put these back on, just think of me..."               RapMon retrieves the shades, and now holds them in his hand.   Jin: "Or better yet -- come find me -- I'll pull you out of the darkness. I'll protect you from the sadness."   Rap Monster: "Hyung..."               Jin smiles, before turning away from him completely, and ma
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Bluetearsbluesorrow
#1
Chapter 28: Good chapter I hope Jin does get over Namjoon and I hope Taehyung gets over Jungkook and Jungkook gets over Taehyung. And Namjoon over Jin. But the story is too complicated to even go in that route. But I want to know about Hoseok... Is Jimin the one he likes? Of course I have to wait for that answer. I enjoyed this chapter who you update soon.
Bluetearsbluesorrow
#2
Chapter 27: I'm so holy for the update!! The cliffhanger..
Bluetearsbluesorrow
#3
Chapter 24: I really don't like the 'I'll take the pain away.' It never means what it should I'm not like this I feel weird like something may happen in the next chapter that I avoid the comments to not learn about since Jin and Rapmon oddly gotten closer. My insides are twisted Jungkook doesn't seem like where he wants to be.. *cries*
Bluetearsbluesorrow
#4
Chapter 23: Ok what the heck just happened? Like I'm so proud of Namjoon and then the ending makes we want to rush to the last chapter like. This is the most realistic story I have read and I will read more of your stories for the realism that I've found in your writing. The raw emotions are awestickening; you're probably the second writer I've came across with such rawness when writing about relationships. Reading this I can feel the ups and downs all the emotions from the characters. This story is amazing. I came for Kookiemonster not this assortment of feels but in still enjoying all the pairings!
ElisArmpit #5
Chapter 26: HOLY HELL! The amount of tension on this chapter got my damn heart racing throughout! Am I like hell rooting for Namjin still... you gotta be gentle with my Taehyung's heart, poor thing is just watching Kookiemon display their love for each other, which I think is sweet, but y'all know it's Namjin and Vkook always and forever! My poor Kookie is so damn confused too ;( ... wish I could reach out my hand and show-him-the-way to V's heart hahahha. Kay I'm done, this story is making my feels go so damn out of wack!
Once again authornim, your writing is just fablusous, and I am most def looking forward to the next chapter! Fighting!!
luv3rsub #6
Chapter 26: Rapmonster ain't sharing so either V can go off or Rapmonster dates either Jin or Hunchul, i don't mind who but Jungkook better not be confused and rethink because RAPMONSTER TRIED TO ING HARD TO GET OVER IRON! Anyways~ besides that i want to know who Jin went out with cause drama ^-^
starryblack #7
Chapter 25: A date? A DATE??? OH HELL NAH HAHAHA No but seriously good job you always manage to keep me on my toes! When I think You'll go right you suddenly throw a perfect curveball which makes this infuriating but really interesting and worth keeping an eye on. On a side note I still ship Namjin with my whole soul! I'll seriously go down with this ship. Keep it up author nim ;)
ElisArmpit #8
Chapter 25: I had free time today and decided to catch up with this story, and lord am i left with major feels!!! And I am so bloody divided between Kookiemon and Namjin, WHHHHY!! As much as I would love for Kookiemon to be an item....there is just too much tension and chemistry going on between Namjin. And I'll defintely be on the sideline rooting for Vkook, my poor poor V's heart ;o .
On a side note, I wonder what Hunchul and J-hope pairing would be like.. I mean the fact that they have so much hatred for each other, imagine if that turns into love -- i want front row sit for that!
Anywho, thanks so much for the update authornim! This story is slap my feels around in every which way! Looking forward to the next update! FIGHTING!!
Slyfoxv
#9
Chapter 24: Ahhh this is killing me.....ahah I'm really going for Kookiemon. Namjin is so cute but it seems to unexpected and it would be so cool if kidoh was around for Jin that would be so interesting.....ahhh vkook ahhh adorable but id like to see their character develop more ahah same with jungkooks and namjoons it would be really cool if they saw their similarities and unnf its so goood >< but I expected the kiss with vkook that rap monster would react differently kinda like how he did with hunchul......ahah maybe he's just matured differently
luv3rsub #10
Chapter 24: Kookiemonster is cute and all but Vkook and Namjin suit more and if not Namjin then Iron and Namjoon together even though Iron can't treat my baby the best Namjoon still loves him while Jin is taking care of Namjoon so well with him not knowing that Jungkook could soon be the problem of Namjoon's heart break if Vkook continues to be close