Trot

Black-Symphony
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                Abruptly, the music to which the group is practicing their choreography to comes to a stop. Drenched in an abundance of sweat, the members separate from one another as they each attempt to find a way to cool themselves off. Stealthily, from the corner of the room RapMon observes Jungkook, nervously he allows his thoughts to run rampant as he contemplates a way to grab his attention without being painfully obvious.           His eyes continue to follow him as steadily motions toward the door. Afraid that he might leave, against his own wishes he blurts out his name.   Rap Monster: "Jungkook!"             Upon hearing his name, he hesitantly pauses. Slowly, he turns back to face RapMon, who is standing at the opposite end of the practice room, twiddling his finger anxiously.    J-Hope: "uh... Okay everybody, let's get going?"   Jimin: "why?"              Jungkook turns back slightly, his kind eyes meeting with J-Hopes, watching as his hyung attempts to usher the other members out of the room in order to give The leader and the Maknae some time alone.    J-Hope: "because ah... -- because we should -- "   V: "Aish -- lets go. I'm hungry -- can we go eat hyung?"   J-Hope: "y-y-yeah. We should get some snacks for the dorm."               He steps forward, with a faux smile stretched across his face. His hands pressing against the lower backs of the younger members as he forcefully escorts them out of the room. The door slowly, shuts close and Jungkook turns on the balls of his feet, his eyes now meeting with RapMons. The two of them stand in silence as the tips of their toes come but an inch apart from one another.            RapMon reaches back, his finger tips scratching against the back of his head. His eyes squint lightly, as a nervous chuckle escapes him. Jungkook lowers his head, staring down at their feet, his fingers fidget behind his back.    Rap Monster: "...Jungkook -- can we talk for a minute?"               Slowly, Jungkook raises his head, his eyes resting on RapMons once again.    Jungkook: "hyung..."   Rap Monster: "wait -- I just want to get this off my chest before I explode!"                His hands raise in a joking matter, as he attempts to simulate an explosion. His deep dimples are exposed as he rubs his sweaty palms against the fabric of his sweat pants. He laughs awkwardly, before continuing with his prepared speech.   Rap Monster: "right -- so, I know that I overreacted about things and we've gone on for a few weeks now avoiding each other, but uh... I think that maybe we -- you and I should that is -- uh... --"             Jungkook stares off to the side blankly, attempting to deflect from any eye contact between the two. RapMon's nervous laughter litters the air.    Rap Monster: "You and I should -- "   Jungkook: "Hyung... Wait..."             He returns his attention back to him. His bottom lip tucks beneath his top, as his eyes begin to gloss over. RapMon stands there silently upon being interrupted.    Jungkook: "I think that I know what you're going to say... And I agree."   Rap Monster: "Y-You do?"            He says timidly, a sliver of a smile peeking from behind the mask of worry he is currently wearing.    Jungkook: "I was wrong for not telling you about Hunchul hyung -- "   Rap Monster: "yeah -- but -- "   Jungkook: "and this time apart from each other... It uh... Gave me some time to think. And maybe you and I going there while you still have feelings for Hunchul isn't a good idea."              RapMon's lips part gently, his bottom lip quivers lightly.    Jungkook: "and maybe you and I going there would be bad -- for the group. Heh... We avoided each other for weeks after one misunderstanding, imagine how bad things could get if we were actually together."             RapMon's lips press against each other once again, as he swallows dryly. Jungkook wraps his own arms across his stomach, his fingers stretching out and grasping onto the fabric of his t-shirt. His fingertips tugging the material towards his palms. He sniffles softly, raising his eyes so they meet with his once more, while pushing forth a rather forced smirk.    Jungkook: "that is what you were going to say... right?"   Rap Monster: "y-yeah... -- that's exactly what I was going to say, heh..."              He quickly interjects, not wanting to seem as if he had been thinking the complete opposite. Jungkook lowers his head once more, lowering his hands and tucking them into his pockets. RapMon reaches out, gently grabbing at Jungkooks arm in an attempt to comfort him. only to have him recoil and release a nervous chuckle.    Jungkook: "I uh -- I should get going hyung. I'm hungry too."              RapMon nods his head in agreement, whilst watching Jungkook step away from him and head towards the door. With his hand now extending and reaching for the doors knob, he pulls the door into himself.    Rap Monster: "Jungkook -- "             From beneath the doorway his sniveling can be heard. Without turning back to face RapMon, he just stands there, holding the door open with a trembling hand.    Jungkook: "Y-yes hyung?"                He says shakily.    Rap Monster: "...nothing."               He says in a defeatist tone.    Jungkook: "Oh -- "   Rap Monster: "will you let the others know that I will see them back at the dorm?"                 His hand steadies itself against the door. Slowly, he redirects his attention back toward RapMon, by turning his head in his direction.   Jungkook: "are you not coming with us to eat hyung?"   Rap Monster: "n-no -- no... Heh..."              Once again, he resorts to his nervous tick, reaching back for the back of his head, scratching against his own flesh lightly before grasping onto a clump of his hair, while laughing airily. In response to him, Jungkook nods his head timidly before turning in the opposite direction. RapMon watches as the door gently closes behind Jungkook as he descends into the hallway.               Jin: "Kookie! -- wh --"             With a cheerful grin plastered across his face, and a single raised hand, he watches as Jungkook rushes past him, wiping away the residue of tears from his face. A single cocked brow is displayed as he watches the Maknae vacate the hallway by making his way into the elevator at the opposite end. Hesitantly, he turns back, focusing his attention solely on the door of the practice room. Step by step, he casually motions toward it, resting his palm firmly against it.              Quietly, he pushes against it. The gentle force being used by him allows for a crack large enough for him to peer inside. His attention stead focused on RapMon who stands in the corner of the practice room, clutching tightly onto the cell phone in his hand.    Rap Monster: "Damnit!"           He shouts angrily, before forcefully raising his arm and slamming it downward, allowing for his cell phone to come crashing down with full force against the wood paneled dance floor. While panting heavily, he slowly raises his attention from the ground, allowing for it to meet with Jin who now stands beneath the doorway. In silence the two remain still, without a single word being uttered, Jin steps forth, allowing for the door to shut behind him.             His palms lay flat against the door, his body joining them, whilst securing the closed door. With his back pressed against it, he holds it shut using the entire weight of his body.    Jin: "Namjoon..."           RapMon rolls his shoulders in an attempt to calm himself, his heavy breaths breaking the tense silence which has suffocated the entire room. Jin steps forward, bringing himself to a knelt position upon reaching RapMon. His hands stretch outward, as he begins to pick up several pieces of the broken cell phone scattered across the floor.    Rap Monster: "...hyung."            RapMon lowers himself, joining him in his knelt position, reaching out his own hands and stopping him from collecting anymore of the cellphone pieces.    Jin: "don't worry -- we don't have to talk about why you broke your --  "   Rap Monster: "I -- "            With their hands clutching one another's they slowly raise to an upright position, jointly.    Jin: "maybe we can still fix it."            They pry their hands from one another's grasp.    Rap Monster: "thank you hyung."            Jin looks down at the several pieces in his hands and chuckles softly, With a full set of teeth exposing themselves as he smiles widely in RapMons direction.    Jin: "how about we go out for a couple of drinks?"               RapMon jerks back slightly, a look of surprise displayed.    Rap Monster: "Since when did you become an advocate for drinking hyung?"            Jin expresses a wide toothed grin, whilst stepping off to the side and allowing for the pieces of the cellphone to be placed on a vacant seat.    Jin: "oh -- I haven't -- but I can tell you need to get your mind off of something."   Rap Monster: "heh -- "            He watches as Jin approaches him, his unwavering smile accompanying him.    Jin: "and if there is any hope of me finding out what that is... Then my best bet is to get you drunk."              Cheekily, he widens his smile, while patting RapMons shoulder repeatedly in a playful manner. The two share in a light fit of laughter before releasing a set of heavy breaths.    Rap Monster: "you are right about me needing to get my mind off of something hyung."              Jin nods in response.    Rap Monster: "but I doubt that you'll be awake long enough to hear what that is."            Jin frowns playfully.   Jin: "that sounds like a challenge mister."              He says softly, a hint of laughter lingering throughout his speech. RapMon shakes his head in response, as he steps forward, pushing past his hyung and toward the door. He holds it open, then coyly looks back. A smirk cascades across his face as he makes eye contact with Jin who remains on the other end of the room.                           Rap Monster: "you coming?"              Upon pressing a series of numbers, the dorms lock is opened, allowing for the members to enter.    V: "aigoo!"   Jimin: "...ugh."             A series of moans and groans follow each member as they step forth into the dorm. J-Hope, the last to enter, shuts the door behind him as he proceeds to slip off his sneakers. Each one of the boys steps over a fallen V, who is sprawled out across the floor.    Suga: "I don't ever want to see food again."   Jimin: "Aish -- I don't even want to hear the word."   V: "somebody... Please... Help me get to the room..."                Suga sighs lightly, motioning with his hand for Jimin to assist him. The duo approach the fallen body, each one grabbing a hold of a leg and dragging his seemingly lifeless body across the floor and subsequently into the bedroom. Witnessing this act of teamwork, J-Hope laughs under his breath, turning his attention to the aloof Jungkook who is seemingly just standing there silently, eyes resting on the ground.                           J-Hope: "Jungkook?"   Jungkook: "hmm?"              Mutters the Maknae, as he shakes off his state of daze, and raises his attention unto J-Hope.    J-Hope: "Is everything alright?"   Jungkook: "yes hyung."               He snaps back quickly while nodding his head emphatically.    J-Hope: "you barely touched your dinner."   Jungkook: "I-I wasn't very hungry."   J-Hope: "how did your talk with Namjoon go?"             Jungkook lowers his head, scoffing lightly while clicking the heels of his feet together somewhat anxiously.    Jungkook: "you know... I was a fool for thinking the way that I was."             J-Hope motions forward, prompting Jungkook to raise his attention once more.    J-Hope: "what did he say to you? -- did he hurt you?"   Jungkook: "I-I didn't give him the chance."   J-Hope: "what do you mean?"   Jungkook: "my feelings for him clouded by judgment. I never would've lied to him before -- I don't know why I felt like... Like I had to hide what I knew from him. It was like I was scared -- scared to lose him to somebody he already clearly belongs to."   J-Hope: "Jungkook..."   Jungkook: "he wasn't mine to claim -- but these damn feelings, made me act out of character, and that scared me. He was right to avoid me, I wasn't -- well -- me..."             J-Hope comes to a stop, his lips curving to the side as he reaches out and lays a comforting hand against his arm, rubbing it in a consoling matter.   Jungkook: "So I ended it... "   J-Hope: "you what?"   Jungkook: "I put a stop to t
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Bluetearsbluesorrow
#1
Chapter 28: Good chapter I hope Jin does get over Namjoon and I hope Taehyung gets over Jungkook and Jungkook gets over Taehyung. And Namjoon over Jin. But the story is too complicated to even go in that route. But I want to know about Hoseok... Is Jimin the one he likes? Of course I have to wait for that answer. I enjoyed this chapter who you update soon.
Bluetearsbluesorrow
#2
Chapter 27: I'm so holy for the update!! The cliffhanger..
Bluetearsbluesorrow
#3
Chapter 24: I really don't like the 'I'll take the pain away.' It never means what it should I'm not like this I feel weird like something may happen in the next chapter that I avoid the comments to not learn about since Jin and Rapmon oddly gotten closer. My insides are twisted Jungkook doesn't seem like where he wants to be.. *cries*
Bluetearsbluesorrow
#4
Chapter 23: Ok what the heck just happened? Like I'm so proud of Namjoon and then the ending makes we want to rush to the last chapter like. This is the most realistic story I have read and I will read more of your stories for the realism that I've found in your writing. The raw emotions are awestickening; you're probably the second writer I've came across with such rawness when writing about relationships. Reading this I can feel the ups and downs all the emotions from the characters. This story is amazing. I came for Kookiemonster not this assortment of feels but in still enjoying all the pairings!
ElisArmpit #5
Chapter 26: HOLY HELL! The amount of tension on this chapter got my damn heart racing throughout! Am I like hell rooting for Namjin still... you gotta be gentle with my Taehyung's heart, poor thing is just watching Kookiemon display their love for each other, which I think is sweet, but y'all know it's Namjin and Vkook always and forever! My poor Kookie is so damn confused too ;( ... wish I could reach out my hand and show-him-the-way to V's heart hahahha. Kay I'm done, this story is making my feels go so damn out of wack!
Once again authornim, your writing is just fablusous, and I am most def looking forward to the next chapter! Fighting!!
luv3rsub #6
Chapter 26: Rapmonster ain't sharing so either V can go off or Rapmonster dates either Jin or Hunchul, i don't mind who but Jungkook better not be confused and rethink because RAPMONSTER TRIED TO ING HARD TO GET OVER IRON! Anyways~ besides that i want to know who Jin went out with cause drama ^-^
starryblack #7
Chapter 25: A date? A DATE??? OH HELL NAH HAHAHA No but seriously good job you always manage to keep me on my toes! When I think You'll go right you suddenly throw a perfect curveball which makes this infuriating but really interesting and worth keeping an eye on. On a side note I still ship Namjin with my whole soul! I'll seriously go down with this ship. Keep it up author nim ;)
ElisArmpit #8
Chapter 25: I had free time today and decided to catch up with this story, and lord am i left with major feels!!! And I am so bloody divided between Kookiemon and Namjin, WHHHHY!! As much as I would love for Kookiemon to be an item....there is just too much tension and chemistry going on between Namjin. And I'll defintely be on the sideline rooting for Vkook, my poor poor V's heart ;o .
On a side note, I wonder what Hunchul and J-hope pairing would be like.. I mean the fact that they have so much hatred for each other, imagine if that turns into love -- i want front row sit for that!
Anywho, thanks so much for the update authornim! This story is slap my feels around in every which way! Looking forward to the next update! FIGHTING!!
Slyfoxv
#9
Chapter 24: Ahhh this is killing me.....ahah I'm really going for Kookiemon. Namjin is so cute but it seems to unexpected and it would be so cool if kidoh was around for Jin that would be so interesting.....ahhh vkook ahhh adorable but id like to see their character develop more ahah same with jungkooks and namjoons it would be really cool if they saw their similarities and unnf its so goood >< but I expected the kiss with vkook that rap monster would react differently kinda like how he did with hunchul......ahah maybe he's just matured differently
luv3rsub #10
Chapter 24: Kookiemonster is cute and all but Vkook and Namjin suit more and if not Namjin then Iron and Namjoon together even though Iron can't treat my baby the best Namjoon still loves him while Jin is taking care of Namjoon so well with him not knowing that Jungkook could soon be the problem of Namjoon's heart break if Vkook continues to be close