I’m smiling as if I’m okay
As if there's nothing wrong with me me me
I I I chose you
I blamed you
I was so sorry that I couldn’t get over you
I need this heartache to end 

" Minseok-ah, are you okay?" Lay says as he runs to me and grabs me. " YAH! You should be asking me if im okay this kid is heavy" Changmin said as he gets up and leans on the sofa that was next to where we fell. " i am not heavy for your information, you Giant so be quiet" i say as i move away from them and to where i remember the bathroom being at. 

" Nice going Hyung hes probably mad" I heard lay say as they move to where im guessing the kitchen is. i couldnt really make out what changmin said back to him but it probably was something like " oh no he isnt mad, that little kid wouldnt get mad" i shake my head as i frown thinking about that, Just what did i do to get on changmins bad side when i have only been here one day. 

" MINSEOK-HYUNG COME OUT YOU NEED TO SEE THIS" I jump as i hear lay shout from the kitchen. Jesus what the hell could i possibly need to see if i dont even know anything or anyone from here i thought as i exited the batroom and walk to where i could hear their voices coming from. " So thats why he left huh? was he scared of that luhan guy?" i hear changmin say as i walk into the kitchen to see him shaking his head. " shut up changmin-shii look i left because i wanted. like you said when we were at the airport please stay out of my bussiness" i said as i walked towards lay. 

I  saw how his he