Is this what is called Fate? Here i am back to the same place shooting at Han River walking the same path all over again. I have always admired the Han River but it never looked more beautiful. I think the Han River was always like this but my view has changed, so whats going on with me ? Shot ready! i hear the PD shouting far away.

Woke up and look at the mirror for nearly an hour! I am not one who spends so much time staring at myself, but here i am wondering if i am really beautiful, looking closely at my eyes, nose, jawline-should i go under the knife? Mom enters my room with a hot tea in her hand. Hey beautiful , she addressed. I laughed at my weird thoughts. I am beautiful the way i was created. Inherting the best from both my parents and if you have got to like me! Like me as i am. I aint changing! But then again, why all of a sudden i am rating myself! Mom reminded my to pack and call up Seo Hyo Rim - who had already called up thrice. The first thing that struck was Ooops i think i forgot to mention this to HIM. I even asked him if we can meet again.A sudden sense of urgency, made me call him up immediately. All it did was direct me to his voicemail. Dropped him a text saying we cant meet today

I tried to gauge the reaction for the teasers released for my new show. Wow, i didnt know they were shooting our script reading sessions and releasing them as teasers. I looked so awkward.My manager refused to let me have my phone. After my afternoon schedule he informed i received a text from PD0218. I grabbed the phone like it was some lottery ticket i had just won and could not have anyone else possess it.Suddenly my excitement was shrinked into a sullen face with just one text. We cant meet? No reasons , no explanation. Did i do something wrong yesterday. May be i shouldnt have tried so hard to hold her arms and make me look like some ert. I forgot my manager was observing all this. Why are you over-reacting for a text from some PD, he questioned. I didnt let my eyes meet his, else i was in big trouble. I sneaked out stating my shot was ready. He kept following me saying he wants to meet my new "PD".Hardly can i meet this PD and now he wants to meet too, what new trouble am i brewing myself.I ran into the closest restroom, locked the door and dialed HER #

Mom handed me my phone stating Han0216 is calling. Who is this friend, she questioned. She stood there wanting to hear my conversation. Somehow my DAD came to my rescue and called Mom over. 

KSH: Sorry , sorry! i really didnt mean to hold your hand yesterday
PSH: Laughs out Loud
KSH: Am i missing something!
PSH: You really think we are not meeting for that
KSH: Yes, it was so sudden. I didnt know what else to think of
PSH: You are too innocent ! You even beat the standards set by me
KSH: I feel a bit relieved now
PSH: Anyhow i forgot to mention yesterday i already had a vacation plan with Seo Hyo Rim unnie
KSH: Oh Ok
PSH: I had this planned long back. We are going to Hawaii
KSH: This far
PSH: We had plannned this weeks ago! Unnie has already planned it out completely.
KSH: Hmmm
PSH: It was those stressful days and i need a break and my schedule didnt allow it. So she planned it 
KSH: You have really good friends
PSH: You can have some too! Do you want me to introduce you to someone special
KSH: Yes please
PSH: Who is that , who is that (** why am i getting worked up**)
KSH: Someone named "Park Shin Hye"
PSH: She is very busy !! anyone else
KSH: Wowwwww! 
PSH: I'll call you once i reach Hawaii since i cant call from airport. I was suppose to do my packing yesterday but have to get it done in hours now
KSH: Sure. I need to rush too ! Have a scene to deliver
PSH: Oh yeah i saw the teasers! You looked really naive
KSH: Thats it! Not like.. you looked handsome!
PSH: Goo Hyo Jin sunbae and Cha Tae Hyun sunbae looked awesome. IU looked beautiful !
KSH: And me!
PSH: Didnt i already say that?
KSH: I get it!!
PSH: Anyhow gotta go. talk to you later
KSH: Take care

This girl is always in a rush. She is known to friend zone guys so soon. Somehow i am scared if i will land being one of the her list of celebrity guy "Friends". But why am i worried! what was i thinking! Get back to work Kim Soo Hyun. Will she even remember to call. The time difference is alrealy 19 hrs! We are nearly a day apart

We nearly reached by noon and by the time i could settle down in the hotel, call up dad and let them know i reached- it was already 3:00pm.We didnt have any such plans for today since we had to get up early tomorrow for our bike ride.I sneaked out to make the call, wondering why i am being so secretive when i am not even dating him

PSH: I am at the hotel right now
KSH: Good
PSH: Someone's around
KSH: Yes
PSH: Ok should i call back later
KSH: Yes
PSH: Have a good day!

What was i thinking! He is an actor and a really busy one. I cant just call HIM up anytime and i dont think we can just call up as usual people.So i left with unnie to the spa and spent the entire evening doing NOTHING! Now thats what i call a VACATION!

Of all the luxuries i can buy, i wish i could have the magical power of being invisible to the world and visible to one the ONE i want to. Call anyone anytime and not have my manager look at me the way he usually does.In walks my manager with the papers for my new car and its delivery date. I realised he isnt as bad as i am making him to be. He works hard to make sure i have a clean image. He is more happy than me when he sees me being rated one of the best actors in the country. He worries more about me , my work and my health than anyone. I wish i could let me know what my heart feels as well. Suddenly my clock seems to be working in a different timezone.Though its nearly 1am i am sound so fresh to myself. Is it just the thought of talking to her

KSH: Good Morning!
PSH: Isnt it too late there! you're still awake
KSH: Since when did an actor have a day and a night
PSH: Thats true too! Why so philosophical? did you get some lecture from your manager
KSH: No! Just like that. 
PSH: Anyhow , we are going for bike riding today. Its suppose to be really awesome
KSH: Bike riding! You really are an adventurous girl
PSH: What did you think
KSH: I dont know much about you
PSH: Yah! me neither. i dont think i know enough about you. 
KSH: Hmmmm( ** Thinking mode on**)
PSH: So do you ride bikes
KSH: Offcourse! But i like cars much better
PSH: Do you even get to drive
KSH: Not much but still i like to own them . May be i can ride them once in a while
PSH: How lucky
KSH: Speaking of it! I just bought a new mean machine
PSH: Wow the way you describe it! No wonders cars are like men's obsession
KSH: Offcourse they are. This beauty cost me a bomb! Let me send you the pic
PSH: Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!
KSH: See now you know!
PSH: But is it really worth this much. Dont you think how the press would react to you spending soo much on this
KSH: When i was in high school i would look at these magazine and wonder if its even possible to ride on one of the sports cars
PSH: and here you are
KSH: Its been a long time and loads of hard work
PSH: You should be proud of yourself. 
KSH: It comes with a cost! The times i have thought i should give up this career. The endless sleapless nights i have spent
PSH: Today you have fulfilled another one of your dreams
KSH: I dont think i should be boring you with my history while you are on your vacation
PSH: Its totally alright
KSH: Have fun!
PSH: Thank you so much ! Will keep you posted! Dont over think so much
KSH: Sure and once again sorry for spoiling your day with too much of my story
PSH: Oh please! You should be proud of your small starting and how much you have achieved. I envy how much you have achieved in such short time.
No one should dictate what you should or should not dream of.May be i need to learn something from you too
KSH: This is too much ! Are you trying to pull my leg
PSH: noooooooo ( Laughing out loud) 
KSH: Oh come on!
PSH: Anyhow i see you endorse for Lotte too
KSH: I wish they would pair us up this time around
PSH: he he he!!! Wishful thinking
KSH: I just thought i should not let others dictate what i should dream of
PSH: Wow! you catch up soon
KSH: Thank you !
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Sometimes i dont realise how much we talk until i am interrupted by someone. Should i be even feeling so much about HIM while i dont even know much about him. For now, i just want to know HIM better!

I dont realise how much i let my guard down, while i talk to her. She is suppose to be the talkative one, while i seem to be talking more these days.I hardly try to get to know more about her.  From now on, i just wanna know HER better

All I knew this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before.
And all I've seen since eighteen hours ago
Is green eyes and freckles and your smile
In the back of my mind making me feel like

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you

'Cause all I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

And all my walls stood tall painted blue
And I'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you

And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies
The beautiful kind, making up for lost time,
Taking flight, making me feel right
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now

I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you