Tiffany pov

"Why you're not telling me? Why?? All this time i cared for you, i sacriface my life for you, and you!! you're just a bastard that flirting with the other women and give them an empty hope, you siwon!!" I shouted to him i can't hold my anger anymore, he only sit drunk again, again and again "answer my questions siwon!!" He punch the table and stand up

"you're just a bicth that unwanted to born!! So just shut up!! Or i will.."

"You will what ? Slap me ? Do it!! I'm not afraid!!" I hold my teary eyes ready for pain "you're coward!! can't slap this !! You only base in my life siw.."

*slaapp..he slap si hard to me, i feel my blood on my mouth i fell into the floor still hold my pain "just that? What you got then? JUST THAT!!" he hit my stomac that make me can't breath.

"You make me do this fany!! I love you but you!! you can't give what ever i want!!" I try to get up but i can't he pull my hair to stand up i cried harder

"helpp me!! someone help me!!"

"There's no one care about you little !! so shut up!!"

I don't what can i do maybe this day i will die in his hand, i close my eyes when siwon punch my cheek, someone come inside "tiffany!!" siwon drop me and i can't see his face i was to week to see..

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I woke up from my bad dream, i can feel my skin sweeting so much, i hug my knee on my wrap 'mom i'm scared' i can feel a tear came down from my eyes 'why ? I'm still dreaming my past? If this my faith god why i have through that horrible past?why?' I cried slowly 'mom if you wanna see me happy, why don't you ask to god to give me a perfect life? It is so hard mom?" Sobbing come from my mouth slowly..

"Ding...dong.." the sound of the bell ringing i look to the clock and it was 7.30am, who is that? Come so early..i stand up and wash my face to cover my teary face. I walk downstair, i can see nichkhun oppa sleep in the couch i feel bad for that, and then i realize that night i sleep on the couch right ? Watching tv maybe khun oppa carrying me to the room or maybe i walk while i sleep? Ahh..nevermind

I open the door, suprise me it was "momy?" khun's mom i mean "good morning dear"

"Morning mom, come in" when i was going to wake up khun oppa, momy stop me "it's okay honey i know he tired but it's okay besides we can talk in the kitchen i bet you're not yet prepared for breakfast right?" I nodded and we walk to the kitchen, momy brought some food that just warmly to the ricecooker, when i take a the food, mom grab my hand and looking at me deeply

"what's wrong dear? tell me.." i can't tell her the truth i'm too scared so i lie to momy i'm sorry, i hug her tightly "i miss my mom" she hug me back rub my back to calm me down "i'm here honey, be brave i belive your mom sadly seeing you cry like this" i release the hug "thank you mom" she smile at me and we prepare for the breakfast

"Actually fany, i'm here to give you this.." she handed me a ticket

"Jeju island? what's for mom?" Still confuse what momy want me to do

"You know both of you need some holiday i mean honeymoon dear" ouh..so that the reason heh? I don't what to say but honestly i'm not ready i mean i'm just meet khun last month and then we..we're m