Chapter 5:

DongHae's POV:

"What the dude, why is there a hickey on your neck?", Sehun asked as we sat on the seats in the cafe.  "It was my love.", I said happily.  "Your creeping me out.", Sehun said chuckling.  "Is your love a dude?  Is it that HyukJae guy you were talking about?", He asked.  "Shhh, keep it quiet.  People might hear it.", I said cautious.  "Whatever.", Sehun said as he sips his coffee then put it down.  "I hear that your ex will be attending at a dance competition.", Sehun started as he shakes his head.  "She wants you to come see her perform."  I glared at a random object.  "I never want to see her again.  She cheated on me."  Sehun was surprised at my answer.  "Do you still have feelings for her?", He asked.  "How are you going to tell HyukJae about her?"  I looked down.  "I don't need to.", I said.  "And I don't have feelings for her."

"I'll trust you.", Sehun said as he sips his coffee.

"I feel like seeing HyukJae right now.  Without him, there would be no reason for my existence to continue breathing again.  He is my life source and my happiness.  I promise you that I would never abandon him.  If I ever abandoned him, then I would be stupid for letting go such a beauty away to other people's arms.  I love you so much Lee HyukJae.  I love you so much that I hope not to scare you for the things I am thinking about doing to you later on.  I love you so much deep down in the bottom of my heart; And I've already buried you in there.  Never leave me Lee HyukJae.  Please never do."

I sighed as I closed my diary and hid it in my secretive drawers.  I walked to the living room and into the kitchen seeing Kyuhun there and Ryeowook washing the dishes.  KyuHyun saw me and smiled happily... But I was stunned since it was the first time he ever smiled.  "DongHae did you remember I said I owe ya?  Well I hear HyukJae's attending for a dance competition so I better let ya know.", Kyuhyun said.  A dance competition?  I heard that from somewhere but I couldn't quite remember where I heard it from.  "Thanks KyuHyun.  I wanna see HyukJae perform.  I already know he's good at dancing."  In fact I'm really excited to see him perform his dance moves.  I bet he's gonna beat all those dancers over there!  "No problem.", Kyuhyun said grinning.  "You better wish him good luck or at least be there!"      I smiled.  "Of course I'll be there!"

Several hours past and the dance competition was starting.  Kyuhyun told me that they were competing at a staged theater and I always wondered how he got the information.  I want to be able to cheer for HyukJae when it's his turn and I can't wait for it.  I sat on a seat one row close to the stage.  Looking around, there were many people coming in and picking out seats.  I hope you win HyukJae. Do your best!  Once everything settled which took about a few minutes at most, the announcer stood infront of the stage.  "Welcome audience. I'm so glad you took this time to see our dancers compete.", He blabbered.  I didn't listen that much because my mind was only focusing on HyukJae and only HyukJae.  What if he sees me?  How will he react?  I was excited at the same time and thrilled to see HyukJae dance or even see me.  Suddenly the lights went out and it focused on the stage where many dancers came out and formed a circle.  "First the lovely lady who calls herself the Reaper!", The announcer announced.  I watched as the Reaper came out of the circle and into the middle where she was surrounded by many other dancers.  The music started and she started dancing, spinning, doing tricks that 'wowed' the audience.  It was pretty good but I wanted to see HyukJae.  Once she finished, I clapped along with the audience while waiting for the next person to come.  "T