As I was reading a book suddenly  *knock knock*
“yes?”
the door opened “ohh what are you doing here” he said “I can’t sleep, everyone is sleeping can I stay with you for some time” I said “yeah sure come in” he came and sit next to me in bed “what are you reading” I said “oh this just a book to waste sometime! You know I got no net! Phone or anything” he said “I am sorry,” I said “for what” he answered, “Well I just felt like I am” I said “hehe come on! If it was about the phone and net, it is okay! I will have plenty of time use it later”

he asked “do you miss home” I said “hmmm let’s see!! Well all what I miss is my stupid friend, she is the only friend I got to be honest” he said “why” I answered “well! Back in my country, I had somebody company, Emma was the only one who stuck around me when I tried to push everyone around! She was there for me when I got stabbed from my back” he said “how is that” I sight “it’s a long story but all what I can say! Is trust them! But they lied to me and betrayed me” he looked confused and asked “do you hate them now?” I said, “To be honest!! I don’t know! They did not realized what they did, and they never asked for forgiveness! I hated them in first but now I don’t know what I feel about them, anyway the past is the past and Emma I will never forget about her or leave her! You know she is the reason I applied for this job! I felt sorry that she wasn’t picked up she really was excited about it” he said “hehe! Well you can payer her by taking her to Korea when you get the money” I said “ohh ohh great idea! And I will take her to concerts of her oppas haha”.He laughed his laugh was somehow cute :$

He asked me again “what do you feel about us all” I said “about you guys!! The thing I loved about you all is you all love each other and you look everyone is closer to each other, I always want to have like this kind of relations but….” He said, “you are scared to get stabbed” I said “well! Somehow! But if I become really closer to you I may feel depressed after leaving” he then asked “are you depressed cause you left Emma” I said “no not at all, cause I will see her again” he said “it is okay to be closer to us too! We will try hard not to make you depressed”

 When he said that I really felt the warmth inside! But still he looked somehow sad or disappointed I don’t know why I asked “are you okay” he sight and said “I am sorry!! I will go to my room I am sleepy” I answered “oh!! Yeah sure good night and thank you, I enjoyed talking to you” he smiled to me and went to his room!

I felt happy because I have never had this conversation with any other guy! Moreover, this was the first time I felt happiness and warmth since I came here