sorry, not an update. not gonna update anymore.

it has been a rough year this year. nothing goes right in the beginning. SNSD is the group that got me to know kpop and to listen to kpop. they are also one of the group that i could amazingly be a fan for more than 5 years. now whatever has happen (i'm sure everyone knows what happen), it would be a lie to say im not devasted. after taeyeon relationship came out, i have stop myself from reading kpop stuff and also to slowly get myself to withdraw from kpop and set my priority right. it didn't actually worked well, i still follow some sones on my twitter who practically update about SNSD everyday. i followed sica weibo feed too. thats when i get to know the news. how deeply shocked i am. how sadden i am. a group i thought is strong and would go long literally just..gone. im not gonna pinpoint who is right who is wrong because in my opinion, i truly believe that everyone in the group has their own story to tell. all this that has happen caught me thinking a lot, is sica selfish or is she not? does the member really want to "kick" her out?  true to the word is that you can't have the best of both world and i really hope that she, Jessica, knows what she is doing. as much as i disagree with the guy that she is dating, who am i to stop, morever, does my disagreement gonna make her change? she don't even know who i am.. i really wish that she can find a better guy and not get blinded by him.

believe...hope...faith...

"People who have to go, just go
Even if you stayed by them
It would have happened sooner or later, Oh~"

someday-ukiss