Entry #21
Blue-inked Fingers
I lost something again because of a mistake that is my life
I feel wronged but I can't open my lips
I understand
I just don't know what to say
I don't want to defend myself
Like how you want me to
'Cause I know my excuses
Will be too shallow for your senses
I'm sorry if I did something wrong
Well, I know I did
I never wanted it to be this way
But I guess it's just like this
Did I take you for granted?
Did I make your life harder?
Am I just a burden?
Sorry for making you feel that way
Sorry for choosing to be silent
Having you burst because of me
Sorry if you're frustrated for me just telling this
Sorry if this is all I can give
I can't say anything but sorry at the moment
Sorry I was born in a life like this
Sorry if I'm the worst that you have known
Sorry you had a friend like me
Another name(s) on the list
It got a lot longer this time
I blame myself for all of this
I'm sorry, that's all I can say
-------
170803
Comments