Entry #21

Blue-inked Fingers
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I lost something again because of a mistake that is my life

I feel wronged but I can't open my lips

I understand

I just don't know what to say

 

I don't want to defend myself

Like how you want me to

'Cause I know my excuses

Will be too shallow for your senses

 

I'm sorry if I did something wrong

Well, I know I did

I never wanted it to be this way

But I guess it's just like this

 

Did I take you for granted?

Did I make your life harder?

Am I just a burden?

Sorry for making you feel that way

 

Sorry for choosing to be silent

Having you burst because of me

Sorry if you're frustrated for me just telling this

Sorry if this is all I can give

 

I can't say anything but sorry at the moment

Sorry I was born in a life like this

Sorry if I'm the worst that you have known

Sorry you had a friend like me

 

Another name(s) on the list

It got a lot longer this time

I blame myself for all of this

I'm sorry, that's all I can say

 

 

 

 

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Raemi-ya #1
Chapter 10: wooaa~~ i like it >3<
Bookworm01
#2
Chapter 9: I only read your poems today (sorry, a bit busy). I think they're good but I see a few typos in some (like jem, instead of gem). I'm hoping you'll fix them. Anyway, I don't really care about typos but I just wanted to tell you, in case you wanted to correct them.
I felt your disappointment and frustration when you told us about BTS' concert in Manila and how you didn't get to go. That girl to whom your grandfather gave the ticket is very lucky. She received a F-R-E-E SVIP ticket! That's something. Well, at least you and your grandfather might have helped someone. Malay mo po, medyo gipit sa pera iyong babae na iyon at ang libreng ticket na yun ay nakatulong sa kanya. ;-)
SOSHIkath #3
Chapter 7: Daesung ba to?xD Short yet ramdam ko yung emotion mo. LOL. Hallo!
SOSHIkath #4
Chapter 4: read it. =)