Dear Diary,

Today I meet her – and when I say I meet her, I finally met her. I’ve been longing for her for two years. After the success of my surgery, I lost her – and I was sad, and drowning of tears because of it. I lost my happiness because I finally reach my other happiness, how complicated it sound? It was like that when I go to States, and Taeyeon left my side. It was hard, very hard actually, but maybe it’s just that we’re fated to be together because today I met her – once again.

She didn’t seem has any difference from two years ago and I really doesn’t know how. Two years was filled with emptiness, well at least for me. I expect us to be very awkward again – well, who doesn’t expect it? It has been to long since the last time we met. But it was all different from what I think. She’s still the same awkward-friendly girl she used to be. She didn’t change – she really didn’t. She still uses that smile she used to show me and I was glad she didn’t change – I really am glad.

Today, I ask her a thing that I was very curious about. Her brother was going to marry tomorrow – and it was so sudden. I know her brother – he was a good person, her father use to tell me that. And that’s when I think about how Taeyeon will also marry.

"When will you have your own wedding?" I said with such a teasing tone – so s