Chapter 10 {interlude}

My Special Doll

He was thankful his brother was never allowed down here, this place would break a happy soul like him so easily. It was so dark here. He could barely see his hand in front of him, let alone across his cell. Some days, she would forget to turn off the lantern, and that would allow him to see his prison clearly. 

From first glance, the room didn’t look very big; there was only a tiny lamp dangling from the ceiling and a small table underneath. A broken chair stood a ways away, and she would sometimes sit there to just watch them. That was the most unnerving. But the room was actually much bigger than that; circling the small table were multiple cells, some barred, some behind glass. Each cell was different, some were furnished, and some weren’t. He was lucky. He had a couch in his. 

A lot of the men here were here a lot longer than he was; the guy next to him said he’d been there for nearly twenty years. He counted. They all told him how lucky he was; save for the fact being trapped down here, he was getting the best treatment. Not only was he allowed to go upstairs sometimes, but when down here, he was only locked in the cell. She never did anything to him. Some of the things she’d done to these people were too much for him to bear. 

When she was feeling particularly angry, she would pierce metal rings through their skin and hang them up with rope. Some of them she would cut the dolls with a knife, subsequently ripping through their skin. These cuts would never heal unless the doll was stitched, and sometimes she would feel bad and would stitch it up. Sometimes she wouldn’t. These wounds she would just stitch up their skin, and those stitchings would never be taken out. Some had permanent broken bones, some gone blind. One didn’t have an ear. 

He was always afraid she would do something similar to him, but they would reassure him she wouldn’t. She was bringing him up to entertain her daughter; she wouldn’t maim him if her daughter was attached to him. 

But then…then Hak-yeon appeared. He’d always hated his older brother, hated that he never seemed to be sympathetic when their mother had all but told him he wasn’t her real son. He hated that when he was suffering, his brother was still so happy and joking around. He hated that his brother always followed him around, embarrassing him in front of his gang members by pulling him away before fights. He hated everything about his brother. But as much as he hated his brother, he felt a wave of panic and regret when his brother showed up…all because he’d tried to pull him out of the mess he’d gotten himself into. 

It was his fault his happy, carefree brother was trapped here. He’d told the guys about Hak-yeon when he’d come back down, how Hak-yeon strangely wasn’t brought down here. He was stuck upstairs, forever entertaining her daughter. He originally thought he was lucky, not having to be brought down here and tortured, never having to see the things he saw. 

But the guys said Hak-yeon had it the worst, they would rather be down here and tortured than be where he was. Chun-pyeo, one of the dolls, had said Hak-yeon was a different doll than the rest of them. What he and the others were, they were only attached to the dolls. Hak-yeon…he was attached to more than the doll, he was attached to Saet-byul. It wasn’t just his blood on the doll, hers was there too. 

For the rest of them, they would only follow the doll, feeling the doll’s pain but never really dying. Just pain. But Hak-yeon…he would slowly lose the ability to have relationships with others, with anyone. Even him. Eventually Saet-byul would be the only one he would think of, would live for. Without her, he would become emotionless and stiff, a true doll, and the only way to end it all would be to kill him. 

He grew more desperate to see Hak-yeon after that, and was grateful the day she pulled him up to stay with the two while she was gone. Whenever he wasn’t looking, he would stare so sadly at his brother, knowing what was going to happen but unable to tell him. How could he say something like that? He watched as he and Saet-byul became closer, neither knowing what was going to happen. 

He had been hopeful when Saet-byul had punished Hak-yeon for something ridiculous, hoping it would wake his brother up and save him. He kept his brother from going out to her, keeping him in the room and hiding away. But he could see it, the unwavering loyalty he had for that girl, running out to Seoul just to find her. He couldn’t hate Saet-byul though, she was just so ignorant. She didn’t know anything. 

He might not have treated his older brother well before, but now it was his turn to take care of his brother. He would try his damndest to keep him from becoming a doll, from becoming a living vegetable. 

He will protect Hak-yeon. 


Hello!

This part was originally part of the last chapter, but decided in the end to make it as it's own chapter. I called this an interlude as it's a quick cut from the story to give a different point of view. I originally wondered if I should add the interlude at all, and decided it still had some important information. So here you go!

Hope you enjoyed the quick updates ^-^ It might be a bit until my next update, as schoolwork has been catching up to me, unfortunately...

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Blue33155 #1
Chapter 6: God help me. I'' rereading this fanfic because I introduced it to one of my friends. I found myself always thinking: where did it all go wrong? (spoilers kinda lol) AUGHHHHH I think I have to write an alternate ending to this jist for myself as therapy.
Blue33155 #2
Chapter 24: bro...just finished the whole story. When the mother got arrested I was like: ", what will happen to Saet Byul?" And for the whole 3 or 4 chapters she was nowhere to be seen. Of course, I anticipated that N, I mean, Hak-yeon knew that he was a different doll in the end. But..but...why? It was sad but it made sense that Saet Byul would have the 'voices' in her head like her mum and her other relatives. It saddens me for it to end like this, that is, until the sequel. Hooray! Another 41 chapters for me to read. Good job on the story, it flowed fairly easily and everything added up. Of course, I want to know what happened to precious Hyuk. Hopefully the things don't repeat and Saet Byul won't become another crazy voodoo doll lady. But I doubt it. Anyways, I should stop talking and read the next part. Thanks for the enjoying ride!
Blue33155 #3
Chapter 15: Woah. I should have saw Seok Jin's death coming. I really like the insecurities the two are facing (N and Saet Byul), it adds much more character into it. I wish I could write like this... I really hope this i has a happy ending, but I know its going to be otherwise. I have a feeling that the mother knew that Saet Byul would try and free Seok Jin and let it happen to further isolate N from his old life. The interludes were a good break from all the drama—I really needed it. I read from chapter 1 to chapter 15 in one go—I really needed a breather. I had to stop and comment because the story really is good. I'm really happy I was so fascinated by the music video—it led me to this great story. Can't wait to read more, I'll comment after I finish the end, or when something interests me. I'm also looking forward to read the sequel.
Minnhae
#4
Chapter 23: Why did Seok Jin died?????????? /sobs/
sihuilurvskpop
#5
Chapter 25: I cant help but get hooked to this story omf off to the sequel
Hayagi #6
Chapter 24: This story was... heavy...
I came here after reading a few chapters of the sequel (I figured I'd understand the story way better if I'd actually read this first xD) and.. this was not what I expected o.o Like.. in the sequel it was mentioned that Seok-jin had been kidnapped and Hak-yeon had to take care of Saet-byul, so it's not like I didn't know that, but.... as dolls.. and with the torturing etc. Hmm should have seen that coming though.. voodoo doll tag..
Anyway, I think it was really well written :) I liked that there were some lighter moments, kind of needed those xD I really like Taekwoon and Hakyeon's friendship now and especially since I had already read a part of the sequel, it was interesting to see Taekwoon's role in this and the POV switch (mainly Taekwoon - mainly Hakyeon). Hyuk and Saet-byul were cute too :)
I hoped Saet-byul would learn that it's not okay to turn someone into a doll, but she still has to learn a lot...
Tip: sometimes it wasn't completely clear to me who was saying what. Like.. you used "she" or "he" for 2 or more different people in one conversation, without making it clear who you were referring to. Maybe you can make that clearer in the future ^-^
Question: so the person who died in the basement was the cop?
But anyway, it was really good!
kpopsavedme
#7
Hello! I saw your squeal when I was looking for a new Vixx fic to read, and since it said it was a sequel I came here to read this and OMG! This was amazing!! I was literally glued to my phone the past few days as I've been reading this non stop! Thank you for such an amazing fic! I'll have to go read the sequel! You'll probably hear from me again there! :D
idkijustlikekpop #8
Chapter 23: ooooooo
Bin is special… is he a special doll????
He, unlike the others, doesn't feel that his name is familiar. He's always been different, and it's always been indicated that he's different. He cries when Eunji beats the others, and he's allowed to cry. His doll isn't tortured with the needle, Eunji beats his body directly. Could he be a special doll attached to Eunji?
idkijustlikekpop #9
Chapter 21: Oh my gosh it's been so long since I've read this and I feel like I'm dying. Remember when we thought everything would be alright after this? Lol crying ;_;
idkijustlikekpop #10
Chapter 18: Okay, here it is! I found it! The chapter I mentioned about Jaehwan scolding Wonshik.
I have to admit that knowing what's coming, I shed a couple tears at the end of that section of the chapter.
(Also the last sentence of this chapter is the kind of thing I always hated about Saetbyul - she doesn't get angry, her love for N doesn't make her start to see that slavery and torture are wrong. She just hopes that it won't be that bad. Ugh.)