CONTINUATION

After the long confrontation, Jiyong drove her home though the atmosphere was really awkward since neither of them talk until they reach their destination.. Dara took a deep breath then looked at him, but he was avoiding her stare she can still see his watery eyes, tear drops rolling down his cheeks.. “Jiyong” she spoke as she touch him on his shoulder, somehow she felt mix emotions seeing him like this, “you don’t deserve this” she continued then he replied looking at the other side “go now, I might change my mind..” with a trembling voice.. Dara nodded and opened the passenger door, she gets off the car not looking back and she slowly went to the front door of the house and hesitates if she should looked at him as he leaves, her hand opened the door as she heard his car engine starts.. but she didn’t looked back she then went inside seeing Bom standing in front the door, facing her with worried face, she just smiled at her just enough to tell her that everything went fine but to Bom everything went wrong, and she has to face Jiyong tomorrow at work..

Jiyong’s POV

As I arrived home again, I felt so empty, I felt like my whole life has no direction at all, i have no reason to go to work and work hard for my future, why would I work hard when I don’t have someone to share my life with? She is the reason why I still want to live, she’s the reason I am working hard independently for our future, but where did our future go? My plans with her all went to waist, what have I done wrong? Is it time?  I spent it all with her, her needs? She always gets what she wants, and the least I could say is LOVE, I gave it all, she owned my heart  everything in me she owned it..

But when she said that it’s her that has lost the fire between us, I felt weak.. I know by that there is nothing wrong with our relationship but it’s her, she lost the feeling that she had for me.. and every time she puts a period to our future, I always replace it with a comma.. but it’s different now, I think I have no right to keep her anymore, she has to be happy and being with me won’t let her feel that way, so I have to let her go, I have to set her free.. I really love her and when I say I’ll do everything to make her happy, I think letting go of her is the answer..

I went to my room, and lay on my bed as I stared at the ceiling, her face appears when I close my eyes to sleep, “Be Happy Dara, thank you for all our memories, thank you for being part of my life, you’re the best thing that happened to me” I rolled at the other side as my tears fall down my cheeks and to my bed sheet