You know the feeling of living with the world against us? The pain and annoyance you feel towards anything and everything. The only hope you have in your life is still not enough to make up for all the negatives in life. 

What's the point of me living? Why am I even bothering to keep my heart beating?

But do you also know the feeling of having something actual work for you? The bliss that warms your body and makes you feel just a bit more special than everyone else. Yea that nice feeling...that's a nice feeling. But if you're doomed for the world to be against you, you should also know how fast that bliss leaves too...