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  "Please eat this cake and...accept my heart....Be my...wife."   Ugh, yuck! I couldn't believe I said those corny lines and worst of all, to that ugh....I don't even want to say out her name. I need to get this horrible thing out of my system. But how am I supposed to do that now?   "I said...just stop here. Gosh is he deaf or something?"   I'm even stuck with her, after recording ended, ugh. Or maybe, the recording hasn't ended and everything happening in this car now is being recorded.   "Okay, we've arrived." I tried my best to not sound uninterested or too excited as best as I could.    "I just have one thing to say to you. You don't have to try so hard. It makes me wanna puke. Just be thankful that I'm even doing this favour for your pitiful group...whatever it's name is." She sneered.   "Excuse me?" Anger rapidly burn inside me yet surprisingly, I could mouthed the words with the calmest tone ever.    "Are you expecting me to explain?" For the first time since the ride to her management company, per-order from the production team who wanted to take footage of me sending her to work like a romantic husband from behind, she turned to face me, with a very annoying smirk I swear I'd kill her if only murder wouldn't cause any punishment. I'm surprised she even had the guts to say things that shouldn't go broadcast for the sake of her image, in the first place, I mean...surely there's a camera set up in this car for the show. What if they saw who she really is? But why would she be scared. It's Jessica from the SM Entertainment for crying out loud. She didnt' have to worry about taking care of her image. Her friggin' management will take care of it for her, and the whole nation is just too stupid to bow to her and her group too. It's me who need to take care of my group and company.   "Well, fine. First there's you, who had such a hard time pretending to be in love with me, which frankly, is cringeworthy to watch. Then, there's that what's his name...umm, Dongjun...pretending to like Taeyeon...and that other dude not even worth remembering his name who claimed to like our Seohyun. Like come on, who's next? Obviously, you're all just pretending and trying to ride on Sonyeoshidae's popularity. Which is, very pathetic. Be thankful I'm even doing this show with you."   The hell is she saying? How could she accuse Dongjunnie and Taehun? Is she out of her mind? If she was just talking about me, I wouldn't be so mad. It's true after all, I don't really like her like each and every of my fan thought all these while. If I knew it would turn out like this, I wouldn't even mention her name even for once in front of our President. How would I know he'd come up with this weird "personality trait" for me that strip me off who I really was. Just a Jung Heechul who enjoys rapping, having fun in the sun and pretty girls(not sticks wearing thick makeups with squeaky voice mind you, they scare me)   But as far as I know, Dongjun does like Taeyeon. Well, he can like more than 10 girls at the same time, but it's not like he pretended that she's one of the girls he liked when he mentioned it. Even if she's not on top of his list but he didn't lie! And Taehun. God, he didn't even said he likes Seohyun the best. He had always like 4minute! 4minute, Sistar, Rania...we like those kind of girls. y and flaunting it properly, not by trying to act like four year olds with skimpy dressing. It was the damn reporter who asked which member of Sonyeoshidae he like the most, and since he thought Seohyun was the least stick, he just said her name. But what did the media reports made of his answer? They said Seohyun is her ideal girl bla bla. They're lucky we didn't sue them because Taehun's not the type to make a scene, well none of us was like that. Which is why we kept being dragged around and bullied by the media and even by our own President.   That's why somebody gotta change how things were, and I'd sacrifice myself for  them, but now...this chick is talking so low about my members, if I rebeled now, that'd only mean she's right. I need to give her a shock. But does that mean I need to...keep pretending?   "So, I'll give you a chance to prove that you still have some pride left. We can either call off the marriage on second episode's filming, or we can just cancel the show now and tell them not to air it."   If this is what she was planning for from the beginning, why even bother to come for today's filming? I don't get this .   "I..."   "You don't have to answer now, there's plenty of time until next filming. Think. If you really need that publicity, I guess I'd just lend a helping hand. Not everyone gets mercy from Jessica." She smirked before turning to the other side, ready to get off the car. I hated her, so much now even more so than ever. She was trampling down on my pride, my groupmates, like we're worse than beggars who beg for money, and that we need her so badly. I never felt this cheap or disgusted as now. What I decided to do next, was