Not going to lie, this was not what I had expected it to be. For those who read my tumblr, this was supposed to be a fluff oneshot which starts with Onew singing to Taemin during the earlier days, and slowly their roles changed and somehow Taemin is the one who sings Onew to sleep. Totally not what is written here. So, this is not fluff. It's complete angst with suicidal triggers and depression. It's gonna be a three shot but it has a pretty open ending in my opinion. I don't know if I will write a sequel for this though. This was meant to only be a oneshot to get my back on writing after so long so it was never meant to be this long anyway. Anyway, hope you enjoy. 

I pictured this to be happening before the whole Sherlock era with Onew's disappearance.