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DecisionTime, stop now so that I can sleep again,
Staring blankly outside,
I just close my eyes and there's the thought of you.
Time, don’t pass so that she can come back,
When I think of you, I start looking for you,
But I’m here all alone, I’m crying
The tears stop and I’m just laughing
I’ll wait until I’m able to breathe again.
Jiyeon was sure she had heard someone singing. She went closer to the room and opened the door a little and saw Woohyun backfacing her, singing, or more likely sobbing at the same time. She went closer, trying not to make any sound. Jiyeon stood behind Woohyun quietly and listened to every word that came out from his mouth.
I’m here all alone, I’m crying
The tears stop and I’m just laughing
Because I left you alone
Because I can’t forget you
I keep wandering around in these memories.
Even if I can’t say anything
You know that I’m searching
Don’t you waver,
You know that I still haven’t forgotten you.
Jiyeon tried to hold back her tears so that Woohyun wouldn’t realize that she was actually standing behind him. As selfish as it might sound, she wanted to listen to Woohyun’s voice, it was soothing really. Woohyun’s voice was something she can’t ignore because his voice meant everything to me. Surely everyone would say that he sounded like he wanted to cry, almost dying to be exact whenever he sings, but his voice was one of the voice that would make her cry, that would make her weak and tremble like she felt at that time, and of course Sunggyu’s voice was really good as Woohyun’s. But Sunggyu was her brother and Woohyun was someone she can’t live without. Jiyeon wanted to blame herself for putting Nam Woohyun in the list she can’t live without simply because Woohyun never left her side when she was down, unlike that certain guy she didn’t want to mention about. But that certain guy was someone she loved the most and hated the most, that was a fact nobody can’t even deny.
Even if I don’t say anything
If you can’t hear anything
I’m still looking for you
I’ll wait for you now until time stops
If you’re searching for me
I’ll wait for you now, until I can breathe again
And with that Woohyun ended his singing. It was his solo song that he composed days ago, when Jiyeon decided to leave him for America. But little did he know, Jiyeon has cancelled her plan. Maybe it’s better for Woohyun to not know that Jiyeon has gotten back together with Myungsoo, maybe he didn’t have to know. But the guilt ran all over her veins, Jiyeon knew that she was supposed to tell Woohyun about it. The real problem was, how could she break Woohyun’s heart again and again? She may seemed a cold hearted , but Woohyun was someone really important to her and Woohyun understood her the most after Sunggyu, unlike that certain guy.
Woohyun felt that someone was standing behind him, he turned around and he saw the female was burying her face in her knees, sobbing. Her long hair brushed down her shoulder, covering her face even more. Woohyun went nearer to her, reaching out so that he could touch her, to comfort her. He gently caressed her hair so that he could see her face. “Hey look at me,” Woohyun spoke up. Jiyeon looked up to meet Woohyun’s gaze, she was trembling and tears kept on streaming down her face.
“Why are you crying?” Jiyeon didn’t want to answer his question, not now.
Time, stop now so that I can sleep again, staring blankly outside, I just close my eyes and there's the thought of you.
Stupid Woohyun. He shouldn’t have thought about Jiyeon even with his eyes closed. But you know what they said, love was something uncontrollable. One can’t control that love feeling, the more you loved someone, the more pain demanded to be felt. Maybe that was why Woohyun was hurting, because he loved Jiyeon too much, even if it was unrequited because deep in his heart, he knew that Jiyeon would never love him more than just friends. Because he knew that Jiyeon’s heart
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