myungsoo

Then it’s a double happiness for me.

Double happiness.

Happiness.

Happiness ever existed? I doubt that. Or maybe I was afraid of being happy – happiness is frightening. It’s like they’re preparing to take something from you and never did I ask once.

I tried to shower Jiyeon with my love, but she opened an umbrella. Falling in love with the same person for the second time would never be the same as the first one. Something was just not right – but I never stopped loving her, not even once.

I once was profoundly happy – until everything crushed into pieces. The happiness was taken away from me once Yerim decided to walk out from my life. I was afraid to be happy again. Yerim was nothing but she’s my everything… Park Jiyeon, she’s my everything.

Things are going to get tough and just like seasons, feelings change I fear hers would too.  Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but sooner or later she’ll grow tired of waiting and just like everyone else, she will leave. And I didn’t become her other half in hopes that she’d take half of my unhappiness with her. She did left, but she came back. What if she’s going to leave again?

jiyeon

I realized you are the only precious person in the world. And I want you to stand by my side, to go through everything, every single thing in this world with me so that I won’t be alone. Because you are here, a