Cure

(Kibum's POV)

Word Count: 218

Sometimes, I get the feeling that making this choice is bad for me. Like something will eventually go wrong sooner or later. I know that these are pointless fears but somehow, they always got to me.

We've been together for years, Jinki and I. Everyday is a bliss. Of course there are times were things are too much for us. Hurtful words were thrown and broken hearts yearning for one another. In the end of the day, we always find comfort in one another.

Things were too good to be true, some people say. I somehow agree on that.

Jinki is just perfect.

And me? I'm just me.

The plain Kim Kibum from the country side.

I'm just happy yet scared. Out of all people, he chose me.

What if he realize that he could do better? What if he leave? Questions like these ran on my mind. I could never talk to anyone about this. I just can't.

It's like a parasite. Eating you from the insides.

Am I sick?

Maybe I am.

But when he's by my side, I feel alive. I feel safe. It's like being able to breathe.

And for once, all the worries fade away.

If you'd ask me what is Jinki to me, I'd always say this.

Lee Jinki is my cure.

2016.08.21

A small update because I missed writing stuffs.