"Resha, you know I love you, right?"

I nodded.

Slowly, he leaned in to my face.

My heartbeat increases.

When his face closer to me, I closed my eyes.

I knew he become closer and closer to me.

I felt his breath on my lips.

Then I felt nothing.

I slowly opened my eyes. I tried to adjust with the brightness in the room.

*Where I am? This not my room.*

I tried to get but fall back because my body was too weak.

I looked surrounding.

 *I'm in hospital?*

"Why you said like that?"

"She really love Kai. Same goes to Kai. They love to each other. And now, she still sick. Don't you think if she knew that Kai is gone because of that accident, she will follow Kai's step."

Kai is gone.

That is the reality.

They told me the truth about Kai after I spend my time in hospital for a week.

Along that one week, they never talk about Kai.

I just kept quiet because I want to know, when they will tell me.

"Resha."

I turned my head. I was tidying my clothes because the doctor gave admission to me for going back home.

"Yes, why?"

I stopped my working. I looked at them.

Lin and Vic look hesitated behind Kevin and Aron. While those two guys look something not right.

"W-we want to talk with you about something."

"Okay."

I nodded and sit on the edge of my bed.

"Sit down first."

"Resha, we want to tell you something importance."

I looked at Aron.

"We hope you don't breakdown after you heard this," said Kevin.

"It's about.."

"Kai, right?"

They all locked their eyes to me.

"What? It's true right, about Kai."

"Resha, you know?" Lin looked shocked.

I smiled bitterly.

"Why you kept it from me?" I asked them.

"But you-"

"But I have to know! He's my boyfriend!"

I shouted to them without realized because I was too mad.

I almost commit suicide if Ken and Aron did not stop me. Almost.