I walk back to my cottage to take a shower before i go to the main hall. Jeez.. I just relized that im so stupid.. ididn’t see that damn caution board.. thank god. Jungkook helps me but wait.. He kissed me right!? He kissed me!? he kissed me!? no no no.. that’s not a kiss, it just emergency breathing... but his lips are so warm and soft.. argh! what the hell is this.. i feel my cheeks become redder. It’s not like i like him or something but why i always think about him. Argh that annoying creature! Makes my life complicated.. he want me to become his fake girlfriend but i can’t act like a girl who in deep love with him. I don’t like him... maybe i have a feeling for him when i was a kid, but i like him just a friend not more than friend. But now i didn’t feel anything for him exept hate, because he’s so annoying and ert. Whatnever.. i don’t want to think about him anymore, i want to refresh my self with this great shower time.

After i’m done, i walk my self back to the main hall. I saw many people gigled and talk about dinner event. Mr. Min said that we have a ballroom for dance and we could use it for dancing after we finished our dinner.

I look around to find who want to accompany me, but there’s no one. Im alone. Because my bestfriend Chanmi it’s not here because she’s sick.. She’s the only close friend i have.. how pathetic i am...I’m not good at making a new friend because some people said that im too arrogant, and seems like i don’t need anyfriend. But Chanmi is different. She’s a cheerfull girl who understand me so much.. i feel so lonely without her.. then i took a sit at the empty seat wich is near the beach. When i look up i saw many stars shining above me but im alone...

Wait, i shouldn’t be aloner like this...anyways where the hell is Jungkook!? I stand up and searching for him. But i couldn’t see him. I feel like a lost person.... “Jungkook...where are you!?” i shouted. Because i can’t help this. I don’t care about people who looked at me. I know he just wanted to tease me. I know it. Maybe to him im just his childhood neighbour. He just picked me as his fake girlfriend, not a girlfriend. I shouldn’t hope he came to cure my loneliness. And ofcourse i hate him. I don’t feel anything for him. But why my tears is falling. Am I crying?

Then i felt someone hugging me from behind, i can feel his warmth, and im so familiar with this sniffing sound that he always made. “Mianhae Yura.. i’m late. I don’t know that you’re a loner” he giggled. Then i turned back and i push him away.

“Jungkook omae wa aho ya ro!” i shouted in Japanese Kansai dialect.

“Huh? What did you say? I don’t understand that kind of japanese phrase...” said Jungkook

“Neon paboya! Jungkook pabo!” i shouted at him again in Korean

“Don’t cry like this.. i really sorry i don’t know that you didn’t have any friend” he said as he use his finger to wipe my tears away.

“It’s not like that i’m a loner. I do have a friend but she’s not here. She got sick” i answered him simply.

“Well, that’s just a one. How patethic you are. If she’s the only friend you have, so what am i to you?” he smirked as he patted my hair.

I don’t know why he changed like this why he become a sweet guy not annoying like always. I can’t answer this question. He’s not my friend, and not my lover too. Enemy? I doubt about it too because sometimes he can be a good guy like this. What the hell is that? I think he’s a good guy.. argh noo this is so make me confused. I don’t know what to put this in word..

“I don’t know..” i said as i looked away, i avoiding eye contact with him, because i know this situation is really awkward and i bet my face is totally red.

“Okay then, if you didn’t know about it. But don’t looked away like that” he said as he pinched my cheeks and force me to see trough his dark eyes.

“You’re annoying. I hate you” i looked away again.

“Don’t lie to me. Your face is completely red Yura chan” he giggled.

“No.. no. i..m not!” i shouted. I can’t hold this anymore.. i feel my heart beat fasten

“Fine. I know that you like me because im so stunningly merciless and make many girls fall for me haha!. But you’re not honest. It’s okay” he said as he stick out his tounge.

This annoying creature makes my feelings mixed like this i hate him i really hate him! Then i decided to punch him. But i missed, then he laughed hard.

“Huft you trying to punch me with that silly red face. Thats not use~ im save from flat chested gorila girl” he blinked his eye. How annoying is that!

“My chest is not flat! Im not a gorila! But im a girl!” i shouted at him and kicked his . Then he rolled at the floor. Wow am i that strong??. I can make a boy falling to the floor with my single kick.

“Ouch...See you’re really strong. That’s why i called you gorila” he said as he started to stand up.

“I don’t care....” i looked away again. He walks closer to me and he pulled me into his hug. I want to push him away but i can’t do it. My heart thumping faster again and my face is getting redden more than before. Then he whispered something to me “How tsundere you are.”

Wait.. did he said Tsundere? that's a Japanese word. He said he didn't know Japanese but why he said that word!? and why he didn't pull me away like always.. this is so embarassing! 

yooo finally i updated this story.. ah sorry for the late update, bcs im bussy with ma sch. But now i have more free time yeay!

fyi: tsundere is the word combing two words. Tsun-tsun=cold/blunt attitude and Dere dere= cute, or spoony. Basically at first she's cold and blunt but when she relized her feelings she becomes spoony lol. ah i hope u can understand this.