Twice In A Day
Jae Mi and her 7 Prince Charmings
After dinner , GiKwang oppa brought me for a walk . We were walking along the beach , enjoying the cooling breeze and beautiful scenery of the sunset ... " The scenery here is so beautiful ! " I exclaimed .
" Mmm " Is that all that he can say ? I mean , he is always very active , isn't he ? What's wrong with him ? Is something bothering him ?
" Are you OK ? " I asked concernly .
" I'm OK , don't worry . " He smiled at me as he make an OK sign with his thumb and index finger . So, he's back to his normal self ? I guessed so ...
" Look over there ! The birds , they are so cu ... " GiKwang oppa suddenly grabbed my hand . I was shocked . I stared at our hand then at GiKwang oppa . What was he doing ? " Erm, GiKwang oppa ... " I said as I pointed to our hands with my free hand .
" Why ? Can't I hold your hand ? " GiKwang oppa said playfully . " What if you get lost ? I will be held responsible , you know ? And it's getting dark already , what if some bad guys get you ? " Haiz , GiKwang oppa is so childish . How will I get lost ? It's not like I'm a three years old child or something ...
" Don't worry , GiKwang oppa , I can take care of myself . " I reassured him .
" Don't , you don't have to take care of yourself , leave the job to me , let me take care of you ... " GiKwang oppa suddenly said . I didn't know what to say . I just stared at him and after a moment of silence , he continued " I like you , Jae Mi , be my girlfriend ... " OMG , what just happened ? Did he just confessed to me ? I can't believe this . Ahhh , what should I do ?
Seeing my confused look , GiKwang oppa said " You don't have to answer me now . But I will wait for your answer . No matter how long it is , I will always wait for you . Remember , I will always be there for you , as long as you call me , I will appear ... " Oh no , I'm sooooo touched , should I just say yes ? No , wait , this is a serious matter , I need to think about it .
" Give me some time , I will give you an answer ... "
" I will wait for you " GiKwang oppa smiled . " Come on , it's getting late already , let me send you home . "
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We soon reached my house and GiKwang oppa opened the door for me before I got down the car . I have told him that it's not necessary to do that as I could have opened it myself and it would take a longer time for him to get out of the car and walked from that side of the car to the other but he insisted . Wow , I must say that he's so gentlemenly .
Just before I bid goodbye to GiKwang oppa , to my surprised , I saw HyunSeung oppa standing on my footsteps . Our eyes met and he waved at me . " I need to talk to you . " HyunSeung oppa said .
" Bye ... " I said to GiKwang oppa as I turned to leave . Just then , he grabbed hold of my wrist and gave me a worried look . " Be sure to think about it . "
" I will ... " I answered and gave him a smile before I rushed to HyunSeung oppa .
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" Jae Mi ah , actually I wanted to tell you this at the ferris wheel ride , but I can't bring myself to say it ... "
" What is it ? " I asked .
" I don't want to be your oppa anymore ... " What ?!?! What does he mean by that ? Did I do something wrong ? Is this the end of our friendship ? " I ... I realised that I have a crush on you two years ago ... But I don't dare to tell you that ... Because I knew that you only treated me as an oppa , but I still want to try ... Maybe you'll have the same feelings as me ... "
" I'm sorry , HyunSeung oppa , I didn't know ... You're just like Jae Jin oppa , a caring and kind elder brother ... I like you too, but just as an oppa ... I'm really sorry ... " I tried to let him know what I mean without hurting his feelings but I guessed I didn't succeed ...
" I understand ... I knew it ... " HyunSeung oppa said , advoiding my eyes , he looks really hurt ... " That man , the GiKwang that sent you home , are you two ... dating ? "
" What ?!?! No ! Well , at least not yet ... "
" But when you do have a boyfriend , be sure to tell me . I want to be the first to know ... " HyunSeung oppa gave me a weak smile . " It's getting cold , go on in , it will hurt me to see you fall sick ..."
" HyunSeung oppa ... I'll never want to hurt you ... You will always be my oppa and stay by my side , right ? " I felt tears forming in my eyes . HyunSeung oppa has been treating me VERY good and I felt so bad hurting him like this ...
HyunSeung oppa took a step forward and gave me a hug . " Of course . So don't cry , because I will never leave you ... " I felt so guilty, I really don't want hurt his feelings ... We have known each other since young , HyunSeung oppa had always been there for me whenever Jae Jin oppa isn't . Other than my parents and oppa , he's the next closest person to me . I cannot imagine life wihout him , but that's just a feeling towards a brother and not a lover ...
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