Jennifer's POV

I woke  the next day, sweating heavy from the nightmare. No, not a nightmare, it were memories. Panting softly, my hands unconsciously went over my scars. One on my neck, a few on my stomach, one on my back when he aimed for my heart.. It was painful to remember all the horrible things he had done to me. How could a person be so mean, so unhuman. I just never understood why. What have I ever done to him to deserve this? My hand goes over palm, where the newly gained wound started to heal. It didn't look pretty and my selfaid stitching didn't help much either. Soon it would turn into another scar. My fingers cross one last scar, right on the ribs on my left side. It was the very first scar I ever received from Yongguk, but I covered it up with a tattoo. StayStrong. I never forgot that day when he attacked me out of the blue. 'It was after school, I was one of the last to leave when Yongguk decided he wanted to talk to me. Seeing now, I should have known better than to trust his actions. Before I saw the knife coming, my chest was already bleeding sickally. He somewhat looked frightened, like he didn't believe he just did that. But all hopes died when he turned around and ran off to god knows where. I somehow managed to get home, thanking the lords that my father wasn't home at that time and that was also the first time I tried to stitch myself. At that right moment, I felt like dying. Not because he had stabbed me, but because I had to lie to my dad, lie to myself, even lie to Yongguk, lying that I was okay and that nothing had happened. The day after, I went to school like nothing happened, but I did have to clean my wounds every now and then. But I did pull through the pain , all on my own. I realized that the only person who I could trust was myself and I had to stay strong for myself. That got me some ideas and half a year later, the scar was covered by freshly black ink. Reminding me everyday to not trust Yongguk, ever again. That no matter what he did to me, I would pull through it.' That is why I found it hard to believe Yongguk tried to be nice yesterday. I just couldn't believe it, not after what happened last time. There is no way he changed, right? There is no way he can turn nice in one day, right? That can't happen over night.. With a sigh, I put my thoughts away and got up to take a shower. The hot water released some stress I was having from these last couple of days. When I was done, I dried myself, put my new white lace lingerie on and hopped to my closet to see what close I would wear this sunday. Looking out the window, I saw the pretty sun trying his best the light everything on earth. I reached for some studded short-shorts and my mixed coloured army blouse. I wrapped my long, soft pink hair in a braid that reached until my bum and stepped in my desert boots, also called Timberlands. When I was done putting on some make up, I grabbed my needed stuff and trotted down stairs straight to the door. There was no way I would see Yongguk and his gang today, just no way. They will probably be planning on what to do to me tomorrow. Maybe I should just call in sick for a couple of days. A sudden sting flashed through my ribs, right on spot. Clutching to my ribs, I fell to my knees due the lack of strenght. 'You can't call in sick, you ! They will think they have won! Get your thoughts right, man!' And with that, the pain decreased again, leaving me panting on the ground. The voice was right, it always has been right, I have to go tomorrow. They don't know who they are meddling with. 

Walking around the city was a nice thing to do. The people smiled and the childeren played happily with each other. What a bit of sunrays couldn't do to some people. I took a deep breath and held it in for a while before letting it back out, enjoying the fresh air. Deciding that it was a good idea to get something to eat, I walked into a cute little coffeeshop. As soon as I sat down on one of the tables, a waitress came up to me, taking my order. "A strawberry bubble tea and a vanilla muffin please." The woman nodded to me and walked off again, leaving me alone to enjoy my free time and the warm sun that was still shining bright. A soft breezed tickled over my face and made me giggle inwards, I love being out like this with no worry in the world, it is so relaxing. "Here you go." The woman placed my order in front of me and my smile spread from ear to ear, eyeing the delicious things in front of me. I took a sip of the delicious boba and sighed happily. Soon I munched down my muffin and regretted that I ate it so fast. I never seen to be able to control myself when there are muffins around. The rest of the time I enjoyed my boba and looked around me, seeing lots of people walk around the quiet place of the city. A honey brown head swooped throught the crowd, looking too familiar. It couldn't be, where they are too when I had to be here on my peace day? They are ruining my weekend so damn much! Argh! But as soon as I saw the honey brown head appear, it disappears again, leaving me clueless and confused. Maybe I saw it wrong, I mean, there are lots of people with honey brown hair, right? I started to doubt myself, but stopped once I tasted the sweet boba again. I waved at the waitress for the check and payed of my order. Finishing my last sips, I closed my eyes to really get the taste. Without me noticing, someone placed himself in front of me on a chair. When I heard someone clear his throat, my eyes flashed open and I saw Yongguk sitting in front of me. I sighed heavily, put my now empty glass down and looked a different way, avoiding his eyes. His black eyes, filled with hatred, it scared me yesterday, more then it should have. I was afraid of him again, even tho I know I shouldn't let him get to me. He didn't say anything, he just kept looking at me. I could feel his eyes burning on my skin. "What do you want, Yongguk." It wasn't a real question, but he answered none the less. "Oh, you were looking so peacefull, I just had to ruin your moment. How thoughtfull me, nae?" I glared at him, daring my self to step up to him once again. "Here to hurt me again?" He looked bewilderd at my comment, but soon it flashed to an angry face and I saw his nose flaring. "I might just do that, if you don't keep that tongue of you shut." His words did reach me, right in my heart, but I couldn't show I was afraid. He would see it as if he had won, as if he had defeated me, I couldn't let that happen. "How many times have you been to the hospital now, huh? Must be at least a 15 times now." I shook my head, knowing he never knew this. I told nobody about it, not even my dad knew it. "One time, Yongguk. Just one time." His eyebrows shot up in surprise, not believing a word I had said to him. "Bull, you are lying to me." He tried to reach for me, probably to hit me in the face cause he thought I was lying. Before he could hit me, I grabbed his arm with my right and shoved my left hand only a few inches from his face. "See for yourself, . I'm not stupid enough to go to the hospital everytime, giving you a satisfied feeling. You just don't know who you are meddling with, do you? You have no clue of who I am or what I do, yet you keep on bullying me like I came straight from hell to torture you. While in reality, I never even did one thing to you. Just keep in mind, Bang Yongguk, one time I will get back on you and you will regret for ever putting me through all of this." And with that, I stood up from my place and walked off, leaving Yongguk shocked on his chair. Wow, that felt good. I had to do that a lot earlier. Damn, what a good feeling. Hearing some shuffling behind me, I knew he would come after me, so I moved my feet to a running pace and ran off to the forest, near by my house. I couldn't risk the chance of him following me and telling him directly where I lived. It was my only place where I would never have to face him and I'm not giving that up. Looking behind me, there was no person to be found, no Yongguk trying to find me and beat me to death. Then it would be a second time I would end up in the hospital, probably just to look what the cause of death would be. 

Wandering around the forest made me relax a bit again, enjoying the freedom it gave me. I was practically all camouflaged, expect for my bright hair. Was he really coming after me, earlier today? Have I been that rude to him? My worries for the next day of school grew bigger and bigger, this wasn't right at all, it was gonna be terrible. But I had to go, I couldn't let them, let him, get the upper hand. The sun started to fade away, making place for the moon, tho I didn't feel like going home yet. What if he was waiting outside the forest for me, with the rest of his gang? I mean, I don't want that to happen, but I gotta go home sometime, right? Seeing a fallen, big tree, I climbed on it and layed down on my back, facing the small gap in the tree above to see the stars. It would be so much easier to let him just... Kill me. Then I would be released of all this stress, this pain, this hurt. But I couldn't leave my dad, not after my mom left. Would she be up there? Facing me? Seeing my struggle everyday? Would she try to help me, if she knew? My eyes became heavy as I started to think about all sorts of question, ones that I would never get an answer to and before I knew it, I fell asleep on the fallen tree in the forest. "Pssst." I wrinkled my nose, trying to shoo away the tickling feeling. "Pssst!" With my arm I covered my ear, some sort of a bug was trying to wake me up. "Pssssssst!!" The sound became louder and louder. "Five mo' mins..." I mumbled, not caring about why I had to wake up. "OW!" With a dash I fell to the ground, unable to prepare myself, so it was head first to the.. dirt? "Dirt?" I looked around, where the hell was I? Looking a bit up, I saw trees around me everywhere. "Why am I in a forest? What the hell happened?" "Goodmorning to you, too." I jumped to my feet in fright and turned to see who spoke to me. Facing right in front of me, was none other than Bang Yongguk. How did he find me?! Noticing it was still dark but lit up enough due to the moon, I could see him smirk at me. "What do you want, Yongguk. I thought I said to leave me alone!" His face formed into surprise, wondering why I would act so rude and fierce. "Do I kn- Ohhh! Yongguk..What did my little brother do this time?" I quirked an eyebrow at him, not believing how he reacted. "Ha. Ha. Ha. Funny, now if you will excuse me, I need to go." But before I could move one foot, a strong hand gripped onto mine. Out of instinct I flinched and pulled my arm back. He must have noticed, cause he released my wrist immediatly. "Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. Let me introduce first, before you take off." "Yongg-" "Yongnam, the name is Bang Yongnam." He stopped me in my way and introduced him as Yongnam, which I found so weird. Did he have a split personality now? What the hell was he trying to do to my, anyways? I won't fall for this trick! "Again, very funny. Unless you have some prove, I just think you are a schizo, that you have a split personality!" I tried to walk away again, but this time Yongguk ran in front of me, instead of gripping my wrist, which I secretly thanked him for, but still didn't trust it. His hand moved to his back and revealed his wallet. Why was he giving me his wallet? Making me look like a robber now!? "Open up and look for yourself." With a shaking hand I took his wallet and slowly opened it, to find a picture inside. It was a picture of two boys, I guess from a few years back. But that wasn't what caught my eye. It was like the two boys were one, they looked cloned. Like there was a mirror placed in between them, showing one person only. Taking out the picture to examine it closer, I turned it around. If not for the writing on the back, I would not have believed it. In a neat handwriting, there was 'Bang Yongguk and Bang Yongnam' written. I looked up to apperently Yongnam, looked back to the picture of him and apperently Yongguk and looked back up to Yongnam again. My face cleared up a little, altho my eyes still didn't really want to believe it. "You understand now?" I felt my head nod, while I didn't want to agree with him at all. What if this was a trick again, what if he trick his twinbrother in talking to me, to eventually hurt me again? "I can't trust you tho." My voice was honest and I didn't regret saying that, but his face dropped down a little by my comment. "How about we meet up tomorrow, loosen things up and you tell me about Yongguk. I have a right to know what he did in the two years I was absent from home." My mind was walking away from him, not trusting him for one bit, screaming to my body to not agree with him, but I felt my head nod once again. "Sure, why not. Meet me here, in the forest, after school." I cursed inwards, biting my own tongue after my mouth spoke so smoothly to him. How stupid can I be to fall for his trick! I'm so going to regret this decision! He nods, walking off after waving but stopped in mid tracks. "You never told me your name..." I bit my lip, arguing with myself if I should tell or not. "Jennifer... My name is Jennifer.."