-What are you doing here … ?
but no answer,  just those strange  gazes  , from my toes to my head , and without any moves .. so I repeated :
-I said what are you doing here ?
-It seems that your are going out !! I don’t wanna bother you … I will comeback another day
then he bowed and he took of his car keys from his pocket walking away , So I yelled stopping him
-Wait ;;

And  I completed :
-Are you trying to tell me something ?
 He stopped for a while and He replied me without turning:
-don’t you think that I own you an apology !!
-Mwooo ? are kidding me ????

- Can we just talk inside?
- No we can’t of course!!
- hyung isn’t here ?
-Kind of …
-So can I come in?
-Ehhh  okay ;;
we entered to the living room , he sit on the sofa , however I went to the kitchen  .. I didn’t know why but I was so stressed and scared at the same time … I washed my face to wake up from this stupid surprise
then I went to the living room to find him starring at  Simon oppa’s  fanarts hanging on the wall so I questioned :
-What about coffee ? ..
-I don’t want to bother you …
 

After sitting and sipping some of that delicious Coffee he whispered:
-“ you was totally wrong , I’m not that kind of persons who accepts talking with strangers about such subjects … that’s why you have to apologize girl  “
I put that damn cup on the table and I stood up : “ Just you Gray ……..’’
-What !!  ????????
he was extremely surprised that he dropped  all the coffee on Simon oppa’s white Sofa screaming  :” you !!! you really crossed the limits !!!!”
-I crossed the limits , yeah I crossed the limits  … you nerd !!!!!!! So you came all this distance to tell me : you have to apologize !! are you ing kidding me ? you jerk , you hurt my feels , yesterday I didn’t sleep due to your words , I’m planning to leave korea forever because of you and you just came over here just to tell me those s ? I’m overwhelmed Lee Sunghwa Shii just leave me alone Now ……… GO OUT …
-I came here , I wanted to talk to you , I felt a little bit guilty for being so rude yesterday .. Jay helped me to do this but look what I’ve got !! such disrespectful !!
- ?? you twice son of …
He stared at me with eyes full of anger , he kept closing to me until my dorsal almost adhered  on the wall ,reducing the gap between us  then he hit the wall with his two hands yelling :
“I wanted to say sorry But you didn’t give me any chance to do that !! “
His gaze dithered my body , I was too weak to keep looking at him with my teary eyes , I started sweating and since then I couldn’t remember anything…

 

 I opened my eyes , I felt like all my bones are fragile , my head and my back were hurting , everything were white but it doesn’t seems like Simon’s oppa House , I couldn’t move , I couldn’t even stand up besides when  I looked down I saw Simon’s oppa head on my bed and then I recognized that there is something wrong …
-Where am I ? I asked with a low voice..
-are you ok ? how do you feel ? I’m sorry for letting you alone really …
-But oppa what’s wrong ?
and suddenly Loco entered and he said with his sweet voice caring some red flowers with nice smell  : “ I’m happy for you … thanks God there is nothing serious “
I can only remember Gray and when we talked , I couldn’t ask Loco about anything when Simon was present so I questioned “ oppa can you bring me some water !!” when h