I slowly open my eyes and see brown hair -sweet smell hair- enjoying my face. I give an adorable smile. Wake up with my little and lovely brother in my side is the prettiest moments forever. I stare my cute twin sleeping with little snoring.  He looks like very innocent. It’s during these soft moments I realize how much I love him. He IS a part of me. I actually ready to do anything for him. In the same time,  I feel a little bit fear and shy, or maybe bother toward my twin. Indeed I’m a complicated person.

  I am dreaming. My twin is standing in from of me. I feel and I know it’s Youngming Hyung although I see myself. It’s really weird, like we are actually one person. My brother keeps an intense gaze on me and says:

- You are my twin. You are a part of me. Without you I can’t live. You are my reason of life….that way I am awkward with you.

The world around me fall down. I feel I drop in a black and terrifying hole. Just Youngmin’s eyes links on mine, and his sweet and warm voice:

- Kwangmin, it’s because I love you so m…

. . .

I walk up with a start and  I notice Youngmin’s worried face just above mine.

Youngmin: Are you all right?

He touches my cheek just to make sure about my feeling. Wait! My twin, here, in my bed! Did he sleep with me? Suddenly I remember. Yesterday our manager explained us we aren’t enough bed and, during a short period, two of us have to sleep together. The other members ordain because of  Youngmin and I are twin there is no problem to us. Anyway, it’s a bit strange.

Kwangmin- still asleep- : Yes, I’m okay, don’t worry Hyung.

We are actually very close. I notice furtively my twin  strongly blushing. I rub my eyes without bother. Youngmin goes away clumsily. Then his voice in the dream resonates in my head:

- You are my reason of life…. that way I am awkward with you.

Is it the true?

Youngmin: Hum…

Kwangmin: …

Youngmin: Had you… sleep… well?

Kwangmin:  Yes, I dreamed about you !

Youngmin: oh, really?! What did I say?

Kwangmin: hum…

That’s time it’s my turn to blush. Most time I say everything to my Hyung, but right away I can’t. Can I ?