The wind blew through my hair and you kissed my neck softly while we watched the waves rolling over the sand till they touched our toes, gave us shivers by it's coldness.Your lips lingered onto my skin and I enjoyied the soft touch of yours, rested my back against your chest while you told me I should watch how the waves dashed against the huge rocks, made a loud sound and I felt like I can't breathe anymore. You were fascinated by it's strengh and infected me quickly, left me speechless and I just wanted to stay in this moment. In this minute, in this second.

There was a bigger wave which even reached our knees as we stumbled back, nearly fell over each other and our shocked but slightly amazed screams turned to laughter. The sand stuck on our feet and ankles as you sat down next to me as be both caught a glimpse of the sun, enjoyied her warmth on our skin and you patted your legs to get rid of the sand.

'they said there should be dangerous waves today.', you mumble while your fingers reach for your pocket to pull out a package of cigarettes. The wind messed up your hair like only my hands did before. 'Yeah?', I reply and pull my legs close to my chest, resting my cheek on it. You nod and I start to ask myself why we're here then while you light your cigaret and inhale deeply.

'What's the matter?', you ask me as I smile, reaching out for your hand and lance our fingers as I'm about to shake my head but there is suddenly water. A huge amount of water. My feets let go of the sand as I get dragged into the sea, get hit by an other wave and let go of your hand. I can't see. All I can hear is the roar of the crashing water around me.

My shirt is completely moist as I startle out of a nightmare, The dumb feeling crawls over my body as I am still in shock, swallowing thickly and wipe the sweat off my forehead. My heart calms down a bit as I hear the honks of the cars on the street.

'..', leaves my lips as I sit up and rub my face.

it's the same dream over and over again.