Happiness?

This December
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Mark had only made one scar on his wrist when he felt someone pull his hand holding the weapon back. “Mark, what do you think you’re doing?” It was Jaebum’s voice. Mark’s brows knitted in confusion.


“Jaebum, why are you here?”

“That’s what I’d like to know.” Jaebum folded his arms and looked pointedly at the bloodied cut that Mark had just made.

“U-um, I can explain Jae-,” Mark mumbled, all the while trying to pull down his sleeve when Jinyoung arrived and smacked the other hand away.

“You can get an infection if you do that, idiot.”

“G-guys,” Mark stuttered, surprised at the overwhelming presence of his mates.

“Look, we’ll talk about this later, when we get back. I’ll drive you and Jinyoung back home, and I’ll go search for that Jackson,” Jaebum instructed.

 

Mark looked at Jaebum alarmingly, a look of panic obvious in his brown eyes. “Jackson went out?”

“He went out searching for you. Said it was because of you that he left and all that crap.”

“Jaebum, don’t talk about Jackson like that,” Jinyoung spoke up, his voice stern. Jaebum shook his head and gestured for them to get moving.


“C’mon, it’s getting pretty late.”

 

 

 

It was the afternoon of the next day soon enough, and everyone was rounded up in the living room, looking at each other in confusion. “Hold up, why are we gathered here? A family meeting or something?” Kunpimook asked curiously.

“Like hell I want to be your brother,” Jackson replied, earning himself a playful punch in the gut.


“Guys, listen up. We’re here to talk about your issue, Mark,” Jaebum spoke up.

A heavy silence fell upon the room, a heavy atmosphere slowly building itself up as Mark looked at Jaebum, not a hint of expression on his face. “What about me?” He challenged.

“I think you know yourself, Mark. I’m sorry but we’re worried about you, and all we want to do is help you,” Jinyoung said, his voice solemn and full of pity.

 

I don’t need pity.

 

“What’s wrong with Mark?” Yugyeom raised his hand and asked.

“Nothing,” Mark snapped, surprising the younger. He shut his eyes and in a deep breath, before meeting his eyes with Yugyeom’s again. “Nothing’s wrong with me.”


“You’re suffering from depression, aren’t you Mark?” Youngjae’s voice was quiet, and everyone became silent. In fact, the silence was so overwhelming that Youngjae couldn’t bear it anymore.

 

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erzascarlet12
#1
Chapter 8: You have an gift in writing my friend is suffering the same thing but I don't know what to do if I talk to her it would seem like pity which is irritating
rundaehyun
#2
Chapter 8: I can relate to that
I've been constantly asking myself about happiness but i dont think anyone can answer
Everyone's happiness is different tho, we cannot set standards for it

Anyway, this is a great story. The way you describe is nice and how Mark's thought haunt him. I hope he will get better. Thanks for the story
Venopiro
#3
Chapter 9: you shouldn't write for others...you should write for yourself...this is YOUR passion.
remember that
XanLuvly_08 #4
Chapter 8: Genuinely happy doesn't exist from my point of view; because even when you are, you never know at the moment. And happiness for me is when you just feel your heart swell even at the smallest moments, as for me, when i'm playing my guitar or when i'm writing. I've been battling depression for about 3 years now, and it's a hard battle, i know. But stay strong, and just stick to the things you love and sometimes they do save you. And in the long run, maybe the times when you recall the fact that you battled and won over depression, will be the times when you will be genuinely happy. Long comment though ^.^
ohfabulicious #5
Chapter 9: Omgg please update soon I just lurrrveeee your story = ̄ω ̄== ̄ω ̄=
ReikoXeo
#6
OMG MY FEELS.
I was searching for story like this for long time.
Thank you.

Please update soon okay? ^^
Markson4ever
#7
Chapter 8: omg this is such a great story im in love with it I hope you can update soon
InfiniteSW
#8
Chapter 8: Wow this is really good, I'm really looking forward to the update, its a really great story honestly.
raiszas
#9
Chapter 8: i can't remember when. but can I say something? :) there's no happiness that last forever and there's no genuinely happy, everything in this world has limit. but if you can see everything in your life with heartfelt then there will be :) you just need to be grateful. that's what I did when I drown in to depression and I still keep that thought ^^

I like your story authornim! :) Good Job^^
Kaiten3693
#10
Chapter 8: I like Mark in in this story. It reminds me a bit of what I've going through the last couple of years.
So good job so far, I'm enjoying it (:
And your question intrigued me. When have I last been feeling truly happy? So far back I can't really remember it. But that's ok, because as long as I get by and feel ok, then it could be a lot worse (been there and it wasn't nice). But yeah. I've come to realize I don't need to be truly happy every once in a while. Just being half glad here and there is enough for me (: