Missing

This December
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“Is he not home yet?” Jackson asked anxiously over the phone while he briskly crossed the road.

“Afraid not, Jackson. You should come home. It’s near midnight,” Jinyoung replied in a sleepy voice.

Jackson shook his head frantically. “No, no I can’t do that Jinyoung. I don’t want me to be safe if Mark is out there somewhere-“

 

“Jackson.” Jaebum’s voice came on. Jackson could tell that Jaebum just snatched the phone away from the other male by the way Jinyoung’s grumbles were heard in the background. Jackson slowed his pace to catch his breath, his eyes roaming all over, hoping that Mark hadn’t gone that far.

“Jackson, answer me you dumb.”

 

Jackson could also tell that Jackson was getting pretty angry, but he ignored the tone. “Jackson Wang, you better come back and fast. You have classes to attend tomorrow.”

Right. Jackson almost forgot that he had a class test the next day.

“Look, I’ll be back home soon, just not now, okay? I need to search for – “

 

“Jackson, stop it with your ‘I’ll come home as soon as I find Mark’ bull. He’s not a child, he can handle himself out there. As for you, university should have a higher priority than your roommate.” Jaebum’s voice was as cold as steel, unwavering, no emotion hinted in it.

Jackson’s slow pace stopped.

 

Jaebum did not just say that.

 

“Look, Jae, if you’re not going to help me find Mark, then fine, I don’t care okay? You can even hang up right now, I’ll be fine!” Jackson yelled. The passer-bys around him shot him strange looks, and Jackson immediately lowered his voice, walking towards a bench nearby.

“Jackson, it’s not that. You have to remember that the reason you moved all the way from Hong Kong to Seoul was to – “

“And you just told me to know which to prioritise? Damn, Jaebum, I’ll do fine for my test tomorrow okay? I know I’m here to study, but studying doesn’t mean I have to step on my friends’ backs.”

 

Jackson didn’t know why, but Jaebum was pissing him off. Jaebum was usually a cool person to hang out with, but lately, ever since he knew of Mark’s ‘secret’, he’s been acting weirdly.


“Jackson Wang.”


“No, Jaebum. Shut up. I can take care of myself out here for the night and Mark can’t, that is why I need to find him right now, okay?”

“And why can’t Mark take care of himself?” Jaebum’s voice dropped an octave lower.

“Because he might do something stupid like committing suicide, and I’m the one who’ll feel guilty for the rest of my life!” Jackson hissed. “Jae, can you just hang up please?”


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erzascarlet12
#1
Chapter 8: You have an gift in writing my friend is suffering the same thing but I don't know what to do if I talk to her it would seem like pity which is irritating
rundaehyun
#2
Chapter 8: I can relate to that
I've been constantly asking myself about happiness but i dont think anyone can answer
Everyone's happiness is different tho, we cannot set standards for it

Anyway, this is a great story. The way you describe is nice and how Mark's thought haunt him. I hope he will get better. Thanks for the story
Venopiro
#3
Chapter 9: you shouldn't write for others...you should write for yourself...this is YOUR passion.
remember that
XanLuvly_08 #4
Chapter 8: Genuinely happy doesn't exist from my point of view; because even when you are, you never know at the moment. And happiness for me is when you just feel your heart swell even at the smallest moments, as for me, when i'm playing my guitar or when i'm writing. I've been battling depression for about 3 years now, and it's a hard battle, i know. But stay strong, and just stick to the things you love and sometimes they do save you. And in the long run, maybe the times when you recall the fact that you battled and won over depression, will be the times when you will be genuinely happy. Long comment though ^.^
ohfabulicious #5
Chapter 9: Omgg please update soon I just lurrrveeee your story = ̄ω ̄== ̄ω ̄=
ReikoXeo
#6
OMG MY FEELS.
I was searching for story like this for long time.
Thank you.

Please update soon okay? ^^
Markson4ever
#7
Chapter 8: omg this is such a great story im in love with it I hope you can update soon
InfiniteSW
#8
Chapter 8: Wow this is really good, I'm really looking forward to the update, its a really great story honestly.
raiszas
#9
Chapter 8: i can't remember when. but can I say something? :) there's no happiness that last forever and there's no genuinely happy, everything in this world has limit. but if you can see everything in your life with heartfelt then there will be :) you just need to be grateful. that's what I did when I drown in to depression and I still keep that thought ^^

I like your story authornim! :) Good Job^^
Kaiten3693
#10
Chapter 8: I like Mark in in this story. It reminds me a bit of what I've going through the last couple of years.
So good job so far, I'm enjoying it (:
And your question intrigued me. When have I last been feeling truly happy? So far back I can't really remember it. But that's ok, because as long as I get by and feel ok, then it could be a lot worse (been there and it wasn't nice). But yeah. I've come to realize I don't need to be truly happy every once in a while. Just being half glad here and there is enough for me (: