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This December
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It had been nearly two years since Mark had started living with his group of friends. The seven guys, including him, had decided to live together as they attend the same university. It was also because none of them really wanted to live in the university’s dormitories, where there were rules and restrictions.

Then there was also this other similarity that they shared – all of them were majoring in either acting or music.

 

It has also been nearly a year since Mark fell into depression and had resorted to cutting. It wasn’t really surprising that nobody, even his best friend Jackson, knew of his mental illness. He was an acting major after all.

Mark doesn’t even know how he fell into depression in the first place.

 

 

Perhaps it was because he had always felt unloved.


Perhaps it was because his parents never paid attention to him, and because his acquaintances always had friends who were better than him.


Perhaps it was because he was Mark Tuan. Being the quiet person he is, nobody ever bothered to befriend him.

 

But Jackson Wang was different. Jackson Wang was the one who introduced him to the others: Jaebum, Jinyoung, Yugyeom, Youngjae and Kunpimook.

 

Mark thinks Jackson is odd, because nobody had ever befriended a loser like him.

Jackson thinks Mark is a mystery, one that he would like to unravel.

 

 

What Jackson doesn’t know

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erzascarlet12
#1
Chapter 8: You have an gift in writing my friend is suffering the same thing but I don't know what to do if I talk to her it would seem like pity which is irritating
rundaehyun
#2
Chapter 8: I can relate to that
I've been constantly asking myself about happiness but i dont think anyone can answer
Everyone's happiness is different tho, we cannot set standards for it

Anyway, this is a great story. The way you describe is nice and how Mark's thought haunt him. I hope he will get better. Thanks for the story
Venopiro
#3
Chapter 9: you shouldn't write for others...you should write for yourself...this is YOUR passion.
remember that
XanLuvly_08 #4
Chapter 8: Genuinely happy doesn't exist from my point of view; because even when you are, you never know at the moment. And happiness for me is when you just feel your heart swell even at the smallest moments, as for me, when i'm playing my guitar or when i'm writing. I've been battling depression for about 3 years now, and it's a hard battle, i know. But stay strong, and just stick to the things you love and sometimes they do save you. And in the long run, maybe the times when you recall the fact that you battled and won over depression, will be the times when you will be genuinely happy. Long comment though ^.^
ohfabulicious #5
Chapter 9: Omgg please update soon I just lurrrveeee your story = ̄ω ̄== ̄ω ̄=
ReikoXeo
#6
OMG MY FEELS.
I was searching for story like this for long time.
Thank you.

Please update soon okay? ^^
Markson4ever
#7
Chapter 8: omg this is such a great story im in love with it I hope you can update soon
InfiniteSW
#8
Chapter 8: Wow this is really good, I'm really looking forward to the update, its a really great story honestly.
raiszas
#9
Chapter 8: i can't remember when. but can I say something? :) there's no happiness that last forever and there's no genuinely happy, everything in this world has limit. but if you can see everything in your life with heartfelt then there will be :) you just need to be grateful. that's what I did when I drown in to depression and I still keep that thought ^^

I like your story authornim! :) Good Job^^
Kaiten3693
#10
Chapter 8: I like Mark in in this story. It reminds me a bit of what I've going through the last couple of years.
So good job so far, I'm enjoying it (:
And your question intrigued me. When have I last been feeling truly happy? So far back I can't really remember it. But that's ok, because as long as I get by and feel ok, then it could be a lot worse (been there and it wasn't nice). But yeah. I've come to realize I don't need to be truly happy every once in a while. Just being half glad here and there is enough for me (: