It's been 3 days but there's nothing but silent.

 

 

The girl has been waiting for massage from the boy.

 

 

 

Even he absent from school.

 

 

 

Another sigh she let go.

 

 

Today she need to check up.

 

 

Than her phone ring.

 

 

She look at the phone but it just a massage from her doctor.

 

 

She sigh.

 

 

She put her phone back an stare at her laptop.

 

 

Jessica POV

 

 

"No mail"

 

 

Ughhh.

 

 

Where is that boy?!!!

 

 

He didn't even answer my call!!!

 

 

I sigh.

 

 

"Unnie are you ready?"

 

 

 

"Ohh yeah"

 

 

I close my laptop and walk to the living room.

 

 

"Come on Sooyeon. Let's hope everything is alright"

 

 

I let out a smile and nod.

 

 

~~~~

 

 

"Her cancer has grown day by day. But the effect didn't show much"

 

 

 

"So...that mean?"

 

 

"We need to surgery you but even thought it only 50% success but you can still live"

 

 

"How long?"

 

 

"We will do operation for you again and again"

 

 

"But I will die right?"

 

 

No answer.

 

 

I knew it! Why don't I just die when I was 12? 

 

 

"I knew it! Why I am not die when I was 12?!!! Why you let me live? If I live I know this day would happen!!!"

 

 

 

"Sooyeon"

 

 

I get out from the room crying like a baby.

 

 

I knew it!!! I always knew this day would come.

 

 

Why should I live? Why should I?

 

 

If I die maybe now I won't be suffer!!!

 

 

"The patient die. We can't save her anymore"

 

 

"Which patient of yours?"

 

 

"The girl who die because of lung cancer?"

 

 

I heard their conversation.

 

 

 

But than I can't hear so clearly what they say because I feel a air of hand covering my ears.

 

 

"Thank you Soojung but it's okay I heard everything"

 

 

"You will live Jessica Jung. You will live because I trust what god say"

 

 

 

That voice!

 

 

I turn my body and right now I face him.

 

 

He smile.

 

 

"Yoong"

 

 

"You don't have to hear them. You will live"

 

 

I let out a smile.

 

 

By the way what is he doing here?

 

 

"What are you doing here?"

 

 

"Ahh I'm here to see my result"

 

 

 

"Result?"

 

 

He smile again.

 

 

"I'm a cancer patient like you. Than I saw you here so I came visit"

 

 

"Y-y-you're cancer patient?"

 

 

"Brain tumor. But good thing the result say I'm okay and there's no tumor"

 

 

 

"That's a relief....of you"

 

 

He smile.

 

 

"Come on. Say goodbye to your family. I want to bring you somewhere"

 

 

~~~~

 

 

"You drive?"

 

 

"Well yeah."

 

 

"You're not even 20"

 

 

 

"It's okay. My father have give me the driving license from his friend. His friend is a police"

 

 

"Hope you're a good driver"

 

 

The boy smile and open the door for the girl.

 

 

"Princess may I?"

 

 

Jessica give him the oxygen and put it under the seat.

 

 

Jessica POV

 

 

"You're one cool driver"

 

 

"Yes I am ma'm"

 

 

He smile.

 

 

Sometime I wonder why he's here with me?

 

 

Who is he?

 

 

Did god send him to me to make my last memories in earth happy?

 

 

 

Because if yes, yes. He makes me happy.

 

 

And thank you god.

 

 

 

But I haven't plan to put him on my last diary.

 

 

"So where are we going?"

 

 

"Not so romantic. Don't worry I won't kidnap you"

 

 

I chuckled.

 

 

"Okay we here!"

 

 

"Lake?"

 

 

He smirk.

 

 

"I bring food!"

 

 

~~~~~

 

 

 

"I don't know you're a shikshin"

 

 

I look at him in surprise.

 

 

He didn't stop eating from the very first start.

 

 

I'm surprise.

 

 

"You should eat a lot. Life won't be long"

 

 

"You mean it for me?"

 

 

"No. We all. All the human. Sometimes we had an accident that we never expect. That's what I mean"

 

 

I chuckled.

 

 

"Come on. Enjoy tonight view"

 

 

"Yeah. Sitting on top of your car?"

 

 

"It's great you know"

 

 

I shook my head and lay my body on the car.

 

 

It's really nice. Looking at the view.

 

 

"The stars look nice"

 

 

"I always look at them every night"

 

 

"Well that's nice"

 

 

"I plan to put them on my last memories"

 

 

"You want to put them?"

 

 

 

I nod quickly.

 

 

Than we stay silent for awhile.

 

 

We enjoy tonight view while sometimes I glance at him and smile.

 

 

 

"What if. What if someone want to make him/her to be your last memories in your life?"

 

 

"What do you mean?"

 

 

 

"I wanted to be that person. Who you will write in your last memories in earth"

 

 

 

I let out a chuckled.

 

 

 

"We just met. I don't even know you"

 

 

"Than I let you know me"

 

 

I chuckled and so do he.

 

 

"But I really do....Jessica Jung"

 

 

 

I stare at his face.

 

 

 

His face show me how happy she's with me.

 

 

And how worried he is.

 

 

 

But I just know him but why I feel like this?

 

 

I feel so...free and comfortable.

 

 

 

"Come to my house tomorrow morning. I'll show you something"

 

 

"I-"

 

 

"I'll pick you up at 12"

 

 

 

~~~~

 

 

"Took you so long"

 

 

"Yeah you just wake me up from my beauty sleep"

 

 

"Beauty sleep?!"

 

 

 

"It's my habit. Sleep till afternoon"

 

 

I chuckled.

 

 

This past day I get to know her more.

 

 

We send massage and sometimes we call till morning.

 

 

We never get enough for each other.

 

 

"So what are we going to do?"

 

 

"I don't know. Just come to my house Yul is there too. If you want to call your friends than call them! We get to know each other more close than"

 

 

 

"Is that okay?"

 

 

"To make you more comfortable than yes it's okay"

 

 

She smile widely and I smile back.

 

 

I don't know when will I see that beautiful smile again.

 

 

I just want to make your life beautiful Jessica Jung.

 

 

I wanted to make you happy.

 

 

 

I wanted to be the last memories you have In earth and so do I.

 

 

One day I will see you from up there and cry silently.

 

 

Someday. Someday.

 

 

"Have you read books Jessica Jung?"

 

 

"Well I have read one. About a police. He fell in love with his friend girlfriend and in the end they get together while his best friend can only watch them from far"

 

 

 

"I read that too!"

 

 

Yes I read it. 

 

 

And it will be the same as my story life.

 

 

"You have the book?!"

 

 

"Yes!!!"

 

 

"Let's read it together!"

 

 

"Anything for you Princess"

 

 

 

~~~~

 

 

 

"This is my room!"

 

 

"Woahh"

 

 

I smile at her. I know there's a lot of trophy.

 

 

Basketball dancing and driving.

 

 

"No wonder you're a cool driver"

 

 

"I drive for 3 years. It when I was 10"

 

 

"You're lying"

 

 

I chuckled.

 

 

"I learn dancing from my mother. I break dance, solo, well anything"

 

 

She nod as I explain everything about my trophy.

 

 

Sometimes she would laugh on my jokes.

 

 

It feel so peace. 

 

 

 

"Let's watch something"

 

 

"Ukk you haven't told me about the basketball"

 

 

"Ohh that. (Silent) just leave it there"

 

 

She look at me confuse.

 

 

Maybe she realize my sudden cold.

 

 

It just. I hate to talk about it.

 

 

Maybe later.

 

 

 

~~~~

 

 

I lay my body on the sofa and stare at her face.

 

 

How could someone be so beautiful like that?

 

 

She so perfect.

 

 

"Are you going to stare at me all the time?"

 

 

I chuckled.

 

 

"I like staring at you Jessica Jung. You're just so beautiful"

 

 

"Stop saying you don't mean to"

 

 

"I mean it. So much"

 

 

She smile at me and I smile back.

 

 

I stare at her and I notice she's been glancing at the basketball trophy.

 

 

I smile.

 

 

"I used to play basketball when I was 8 and I quit when I was 15 years old"

 

 

"I'm sorry"

 

 

"It's because the brain tumor I have"

 

 

"That's why you don't want to talk about it?"

 

 

I let out a smile and stood up to take some drink.

 

 

 

"So where's Yul?"

 

 

 

"Ohh his not coming. He have something to do. How about you're friend?"

 

 

"They're busy. You know they're have boyfriend already yeah"

 

 

I pour the water and give it to her.

 

 

My room is in the basement so my parents gave me a place to drink and eat so I shouldn't be so tired to go upstairs.

 

 

"So we're alone than"

 

 

"What do you want to do?"

 

 

 

"Let's read some book"

 

 

 

~~~~

 

 

Yul POV

 

 

"He only have 1 year to live. His tumor has grown all his body. We can't do anything but chemo"

 

 

Why Yoong?

 

 

Why you lied to me?

 

 

W-we've been friends since we're 8. 

 

 

Do you think I even believe you when you say you're okay?

 

 

When you said to me not to come I have know everything.

 

 

I came there before you.

 

 

Why Yoong?

 

 

"Yul it's dinner time"

 

 

I wipe my tears away and put the picture on my desk.

 

 

 

"Stay strong Yoong. I will find the great doctor that can cured you. You will live"