The blonde girl sitting beside the Han River.

 

 

 

Hugging her legs like a little girl. She deep lonely.

 

 

 

Like a kid who get bully at school.

 

 

 

But no. It more hurt than bully.

 

 

 

 

It's hurt her heart. Her sister didn't believe her.

 

 

 

No one believe her. But she believe her vision.

 

 

 

It so clear that it's him. No one put rillakuma stickers on their bags.

 

 

 

But why everyone didn't believe her? Did they have move on from him?

 

 

 

Did they forget about him already?

 

 

 

She sigh. This is like the 10 time she sigh.

 

 

 

Krystal must be worried for her. She should get home now.

 

 

 

On the way home, Jessica couldn't stop thinking about him.

 

 

 

How can she not? He the one who gave her hope to live.

 

 

 

He gave her everything until she can live till this day.

 

 

 

His everything for her.

 

 

 

Than she saw something that shouldn't be here.

 

 

 

A rillakuma stickers on the lamp street in the intersection.

 

 

 

She stare at it for awhile before touching it.

 

 

 

It's cold. Someone must be put it here not so long ago.

 

 

 

But who? 

 

 

 

It can't be him right?

 

 

 

~~~~~~~

 

 

 

Yoong POV

 

 

 

I keep walking near the Han River.

 

 

 

This day has gave me a headache.

 

 

 

The company give me a headache.

 

 

 

That's why I came here. I know this is the area where she always came but I don't care.

 

 

 

If I bump to her than I should just tell her the truth.

 

 

 

I massage myself to the big tree and cross my arms on my chest.

 

 

 

It's 20:30

 

 

 

Can't believe I still out here.

 

 

 

 

I should be home at this hour. 

 

 

 

 

Mom probably worried about me. Ughhh !

 

 

 

Than some familiar figure caught me from this far.

 

 

 

Even thought she blocking me but I can still recognized who she is.

 

 

 

She's there. Sitting alone without anyone beside her.

 

 

 

She look.......depress.

 

 

 

I sigh. It's all my fault.

 

 

 

But what can I do? 

 

 

 

I'm not brave enough to show myself to her.

 

 

 

It just. Ahh I don't know.

 

 

 

So I left her and I don't know why my legs bring me to her home.

 

 

 

Before I could even go to her house, I stop in an intersection.

 

 

 

I take off my rillakuma sticker and put it on the street lamp.

 

 

 

Hope she look at it and think about me.

 

 

 

I know I just broke my promise with Yul hyung but what can I do?

 

 

 

I just miss her and I wanted her to know about me just all.

 

 

 

I love you Sica. Even when we met again and you hate me, I still love you.

 

 

 

Remember that Sica.

 

 

 

 

~~~~~~~

 

 

 

"Aishh AMBER DIDNT I TOLD YOU I DONT HAVE PIMPLE?!!!!"

 

 

 

Krystal busy chasing Amber who has gone because of running.

 

 

 

She lost her and she hate it.

 

 

 

"I'll get you later Amber Liu!"

 

 

 

Krystal sit down under the tree. Her class just finish an hour ago.

 

 

 

And that Amber Liu make her run all the way to the collage garden which is so big.

 

 

 

"She so annoying"

 

 

 

"Whose annoying?"

 

 

 

"Uk! Oppa!"

 

 

 

Yoong smile.

 

 

 

~~~~~~~

 

 

 

"What are you doing in my collage? I mean it's dangerous to get near me. My sister will be able to see you!"

 

 

 

 

"I know Soojung. Don't worry. I handle everything. I just wanted to see you"

 

 

 

Krystal chuckled. She think they're in a relationship! Hahaha

 

 

 

"Well you see me now what are you gonna do?"

 

 

 

"I'm going to stare at you"

 

 

 

"Stop being so romantic! Safe it for Jessica unnie!"

 

 

 

Yoong chuckled.

 

 

 

The two people talk for awhile in the cafe not so far from her collage.

 

 

 

Not too long, Yoong got a called from the company.

 

 

 

So he need to go back. While Krystal waiting for her sister in the cafe.

 

 

 

 

She just hope they don't meet before the time.

 

 

 

"Hello? Oppa"

 

 

 

"Ohh Soojung Wae?"

 

 

 

"I umm I have a thing that I really wanted to do and umm please agree with this."

 

 

 

 

~~~~~~~~

 

 

 

Tiffany POV

 

 

 

 

Yul ask us to gather at his house.

 

 

 

Hmm I thought he busy for the next project.

 

 

 

Well probably he doing some party.

 

 

 

Hope nothing bad happen there.

 

 

 

"Tiff you came"

 

 

 

"Hi Yul. Yeah I came. Taeng is still in the studio probably on the way here"

 

 

 

Yul nod.

 

 

 

"So what are you planning to do Yul"

 

 

 

"Something. You can sit there and wait"

 

 

 

~~~~~~~~

 

 

 

Yoong POV

 

 

 

"Arasso Soojung. Have a nice dream okay? Oh! Dream about me okay?"

 

 

 

Dut dut dut.....

 

 

 

 

"Ya! Ya! Aishh this kid"

 

 

 

I put back my earphone and continue to drive my car to Yul hyung house.

 

 

 

I'm still wondering what does he wanted to tell me?

 

 

 

 

Why I feel so nervous?

 

 

 

I park my car infront his house and went inside.

 

 

 

"Yul hyung about what you said earlier. Wha-"

 

 

 

I stop as I find my old friends there.

 

 

 

They look surprise and so am I.

 

 

 

We stay in silent and inside I keep blaming myself.

 

 

 

This is all my fault.

 

 

 

 

I should came back and tell them fast.

 

 

 

They would hate me right now.

 

 

 

"Y-Yoong"

 

 

 

I feel guilty that I can't even answer.

 

 

 

I might be a bad friend and they hate me.

 

 

 

"H-how?"

 

 

 

"W-when Yul hyung gone from the hospital I awake after 10 minute unconscious. My heart stop beating but it beat again. Than the doctor It's a miracle for me cause there's no more tumor in my body. Since everyone know I'm dead, I'm scared to comeback. I-I-I don't know what should I say"

 

 

 

"Y-Yoong"

 

 

 

"I-I'm sorry okay? I-I know you guys can't forgive me because of my stupidness. S-so please you can hit me everywhere you want! I don't care anymore!"

 

 

 

They stay in silent. I really don't know what should react cause they didn't show any expression.

 

 

 

They didn't hit me or punch me.

 

 

 

"We're not mad at you Yoong"

 

 

 

 

"Eh?"

 

 

 

This is just a dream right? Please someone tell me this is not real.

 

 

 

"We're happy that you're alive. Because someone really miss you including us. We miss you so much"

 

 

 

I stare at them. Is it real? 

 

 

 

"Hyung I"

 

 

 

"Welcome back Yoong" said