Misleading Words. so, i guess i should just start this as soon as possible, right? word of warning though, this can get pretty long.

it was the summer. actually, it was two weeks before it ended. i really don't know why i just started to learn about roleplaying at that time, which kind of for me. i'm just going to go ahead and call myself D. i was a guy and it was my first roleplay. in the description, it said that it was active and everything and i thought, why not, right? when i entered the roleplay, everything was fun. the admins welcomed me and so did everyone else, it actually went really well.

but then, B came along. actually, it was kind of the opposite, i know for a fact that B has been in that rp for quite some time now, considering that he was best friends with the admin, T. B was nice, he was playful most of the time and at some points, he's also really shy, but overall, i kinda liked him. our friendship was in a nice place, we'd tease each other quite a lot, and it was at that point of a friendship that i was clearly comfortable around his presence. it wasn't /that/ long after since i met both T and B that they started a group chat with me. at that, we play games. nothing much, just full of truth and dares. until i picked truth and T asked if i liked B. it was cute, to be honest. B got really embarrassed by it and he even threatened that he'll leave the chat. that was until i said, 'yes'. which wasn't a lie. it was true. i liked B, he was kind of the closest friend i have in the rp ever since i joined. so yes, for a few weeks, we've dated each other and everything was going well... or so i though.

it was at that, that L arrived. now this guy, he was really easy to talk to. and in all honesty, i was comfortable around him too. not long after L arrived, B broke it off with me. he didn't exactly say why, which led me to thinking that i did something wrong. it didn't hurt. we weren't that long together to make me say that i 'love' him. because i don't. so since then, i started talking to L more often. and soon enough, we considered each other to be best friends. he said he was sorry that B broke it off with me, and i said it was fine. at that, he explained to me why. apparently, the two knew each other ooc and were in a relationship (even in ic after a few weeks) and i was okay with that, they seem to be really happy together, as L told me.

it was after a month since i joined that B became seriously inactive. L said it was because he was moving to another country and they wo