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just goodbyes.
How one does leave roleplaying?
I've created a lot of cliques for myself. I am not that social, I don't like talking a lot unless we're really close. But now, people are getting old, having their own jobs, pursuing their studies more, getting their life together. I have a life (a job and an abundant social life OOC) but why does it easy for them to leave this world? The world that became one of their habits and where awesome friends are? I always wanted to quit but then again, I remember those people that mattered to me when I feel down. Thing is, they're leaving me because of life.
I do understand that roleplaying is not everything but its our escape to reality. But what if my escape to reality is now shattering as they leave one by one? I've seen this coming. We all talked about it but why is it so easy for them to leave just like that. I rather hear "I'll see you soon" than "Goodbyes" because Goodbyes means farewell and you know you won't see or talk to them again.
Makes me think if I do really matter to those people I decided to stay with. Because its easy for them to leave me. I've been roleplaying for 3 years and I never had a "friend" that stood by me until now but they are now leaving this world. I feel being left behind. I am now asking myself if I do matter to them. Because if I do, why are they leaving me? They said its a family, but it doesn't last forever. All happiness has its endings. Even that boyfriend of yours wi
I've created a lot of cliques for myself. I am not that social, I don't like talking a lot unless we're really close. But now, people are getting old, having their own jobs, pursuing their studies more, getting their life together. I have a life (a job and an abundant social life OOC) but why does it easy for them to leave this world? The world that became one of their habits and where awesome friends are? I always wanted to quit but then again, I remember those people that mattered to me when I feel down. Thing is, they're leaving me because of life.
I do understand that roleplaying is not everything but its our escape to reality. But what if my escape to reality is now shattering as they leave one by one? I've seen this coming. We all talked about it but why is it so easy for them to leave just like that. I rather hear "I'll see you soon" than "Goodbyes" because Goodbyes means farewell and you know you won't see or talk to them again.
Makes me think if I do really matter to those people I decided to stay with. Because its easy for them to leave me. I've been roleplaying for 3 years and I never had a "friend" that stood by me until now but they are now leaving this world. I feel being left behind. I am now asking myself if I do matter to them. Because if I do, why are they leaving me? They said its a family, but it doesn't last forever. All happiness has its endings. Even that boyfriend of yours wi
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