taehyung pov

I was walking with my friends at the end of the day , jungkook , hoseok and namjoon , they want us to meet in some bar but I disline with the excuse that I'm visiting jimin today , they same upset but they understand me so they say it's ok ..... 

i was left alone again which make me think about jin because yoongi hyung say that jin didn't have anyone except him , but me ..... I'm the same as jin because I don't have a lot of people around me but me and jin are not like yoongi hyung who suffer all his life and live a life like hell , a life full with lies , insult and abusive life .... 

I really feel sorry for him but he's so brave to keep going in his life , if I'm in his place I will kill myself in the first day ... When I do out the school it was raining and I didn't bring umbrella with me , will who cares I'm used to it so I start walking , it was cold but not like how cold my heart is , people around me see me always laughing and make jock with jimin so they think I'm having the perfect life that everyone want but im just keeping my pain for myself .... 

I really want someone with me right now , but what shock me is that no one come to my head except jin , even jimin my bestie didn't came to my head .... " jin , I wish you were next to me right now , I need you so badly , if you hear whenever you are come to me please .... " I didn't notice I'm crying except when I finish , still I continue my walk to home miserable.... 

Jin pov

Will I was walking alone like always and it's raining when I suddenly felt a my heart hurt me , I'm a soul I shouldn't feel pain , I start to get dizzy when I see everything is black ..... 

What's happening today , everything is weird ... That's what I say before I pass out ... 

Hi guys 

I'm late and I'm sorry 

But I will try to update more .... 

Bye