Its Wednesday. You came to your work as you always do. You know that this day, Junho will have his flight to Japan to have his solo concert and you will not see him for a month. Yes, for a month. You left a deep sighed thinking that it will be a very long month for you. You glanced at your wrist watch and decided to text Junho,

“Good morning babe. I’m now in my work. Are you leaving now? T_________T I will miss you. Text me when you get there okay. Don’t skip any meal. I don’t want you to lose some weight. Besides you need some strength when you perform. Drink plenty of water and drink supplements too. Don’t get sick and be careful with your dances. I don’t want you to be my patient. I love you so much, My Emperor. I will really really really really miss you.”

You are working as a nurse in a big hospital in Seoul. Your parents are taking their vacation and you don’t know where they are now. The last time you called them was when they are spending sometime in Paris. You are happy seeing your parents travelling in some parts of the world. And as with you, you want to work and save for your future. Since the time the time that you meet Junho you always remind him to take care of his self when you are not around. You don’t want him to lay in the hospital bed. You couldn’t imagine him in that situation. Few minutes after you sent your message, he replied…..

“Good morning too babe. I’m still in our dorm. I will be heading to airport 5 minutes from now. I am just fixing some things. Don’t worry about me. I promised to you that I won’t be your patient, right? :D Anyway, its so awkward that you called me emperor. Well, some fans do that’s why I don’t want you to call me that way. I will call you when I’m already at the airport. You should take care of yourself too. And LASTLY, DON’T BE TO SWEET TO OTHER GUYS ESPECIALLY TO THE DOCTORS THAT YOU ARE ASSISTING. I WILL BE VERY JEALOUS IF YOU DO. I LOVE YOU TOO.”

Reading his message makes you smile. He is so sweet that you want to giggle and flip all the things that you will see. “Miss, we will an emergency surgery. The patient is already here. Can you assist?,” a doctor approached you. “Yes doc. I’m coming.”  You then wear your scrubs, mask and cap but before you go you decided to leave a message to Junho.

“Babe!!!! I will be assisting a surgery now. Can you just call me afterwards? Anyhow, your flight will take an hour right? The surgery will end I think same time as you arrived in Japan. I love you Lee Junho. *sending you some kisses.”

You then walked through the operating room. The simple case that you expected turned into a serious one. So instead of finishing in one hour, you finished in 3 hours. After your surgery, you then hurriedly went your locker to check your phone. You know by now that you need to explain to him why you don’t answer his calls. As expected you have 50 missed calls, 20 messages in kakao, and another 40 text messages. Before calling him back, you decided to read his messages and you can imagine how furious he was. You decided to call him to explain your side but he did not answer. So, you decided just to send him a message.

“Babe, are you angry with me? Sorry. I’m really sorry. I did not expect that the case was complicated. We just ended. I am calling you but you are not picking up. Are you angry or just in your rehearsal? I will call you again once you are not busy. Sorry again and I love you.”

You ended up your work but there were still no text messages or calls from your Hallyu star boyfriend. You decided to meet your bestfriend at the cafeteria. Since you were with Junho, you seldom met her. This time you want to take advantage that he is in abroad to hang with her. “Hi! I missed you,” you hugged your bestfriend Mariz. “Ya! I’m quiet disappointed with you. You seldom hang with the gang for almost 3 months now. You said you have a boyfriend but it seems like you don’t have the plan to introduce him to us,” she said. “I’m sorry. I’m just busy at my work. And my boyfriend is busy as well. Don’t worry you will meet him soon,” you explained. “I understand. By the way, are you not a fan of 2pm anymore? You said you deleted your twitter account and you deactivated your facebook too. What happened to you? Is your boyfriend not permitting you to be a fan girl?”, she asked. You want to say to her that you are now the girlfriend of 2PM’s Lee Junho and explained to her that you can’t be in social media because you wanted to protect your privacy but you can’t. You promise to Junho that you won’t tell anybody about your relationship and you wanted to keep that promise. “Ahhmmmm. Ahhhh! Of course, I am still a fan. I’m just tired because of work so I decided not to spazz to them at twitter or facebook anymore. Believe me I miss them. What’s new about them?,” you asked. In this way, you can make your bestfriend stop because you know when she started to talk about 2pm. She won’t stop. “Ahhmmmm. Not as much! They are in their individual activities right now. Taec with his drama, Woo in we got married, Khun is his drama at China, Jun K just finished his tour in Japan, and my Channie is in dating show in China. How cruel?” she said. “And Junho?!” you asked. “Ya, when did you start to have an interest to Junho? I thought you hate him,” she uttered. “Ahhhh. Ahhh! I still do. Yeah. I still hate him. I just want to know what he is doing. I will just make sure he won’t be a bothersome for others. Yes that’s it,” you said. “Ahhhhh! I still don’t get it why you hate Junho that much. Everybody loves him. I mean all of us has biases but Junho has a way to ruin our feelings but its different in your case. Well, he will have a solo tour in Japan and he is casted in a movie here in Korea. He is so busy nowadays,” she explained. “He is. He is so busy,” you thought. You looked outside by the window and you see lots of couples holding hands. You wanted to do that with Junho someday. You wanted to be with him in an amusement park. You always wanted you and him to become like that but you can’t. “Ya! Are you okay?” your bestfriend was trying to catch your attention when she noticed that you are so quite. “Ya ofcourse I am,” you assure her. “I downloaded 2PM’s latest tour in Japan. Let’s just watch it. I brought my laptop with me,” she offered. “Yeah sure,” You are so excited to see him performing. From the day you commit in a relationship with him, you stopped being their fan but you know deep inside your heart that you are Junho’s no.1 fan. You are so amazed by their performance but you can’t helped it but to look to Junho alone. You are his girlfriend and he is your boyfriend but seeing him performing gave you a different feeling. “They are amazing, aren’t they?” you said to your bestfriend. “They are always amazing,” she said while both of you was extremely busy looking at her laptop’s screen. When the time that they were already performing ADTOY, you unconsciously exclaimed, “Ya! Junho-ya, why you are like that? I miss you and I love you Junho-ya!” Your bestfriend paused the video and you looked at her and said, “Ya! Why did you stopped it.” “What did you say?” she asked. “I miss Junho. I miss him so much,” you said and upon seeing your bestfriend’s expression you know what will happen next. “I thought you hate Junho. Ya, tell me? When did you have a change of heart?” she asked. “Ahhhhhhh! I don’t. I still love Khun. Yes, I still love Khun. I just want to….uhmmmmm…..distract you….yes distract you….because you are so serious. You didn’t eat your cake,” you explained. You took a deep sighed and hoped she believed you. “I just thought you already saw the different side of him. Yeah my cake. But you can’t be a Junho stan, you know that Hazel likes him right?”  You nodded. Hazel, is your bestfriend. Well, she and Mariz are your bestfriend since three years old and you know how she likes Junho. That’s why everytime you think her and your relationship with Junho, you have that grudge in your heart. Mariz and you continued to watch the concert and when they already performed Missing You….. “Ya. Ya. Ya. Ya. Stop in that part. Did they usually kiss their dancer like that?” you are pointing to Junho and the dancer he is with. “Ya, you are acting really strange? You watch them perform Back To You and I never see you with that expression. Oh well, then Missing You is quiet different. I don’t thing so but only Junho kissed his dancer. He always does that” she explained. “When did this concert happened?,” you asked. “About 2 months ago? Yes, 2 months ago.” When you heard that it was 2 months ago, it seems like you have been stabbed by a knife in your heart. You know that is a part of his job but you are still jealous. “Know what? Junho did some y dances in his first concerts. Psh! Poor Hazel. She must be in deep pain,” Upon hearing those, you are afraid and somewhat jealous. You look at the window blankly when your phone rang. It was Junho. “Mariz, I have just to take this call, excuse me.” You then ran on the comfort room and answer his call.

Junho: “Ya, I’ve been calling you. What are you doing? Are you dating?”

You: “I am not. Why should I? That thing. Sorry. The surgery lasted for 3 hours. I can’t go out to answer your call. Sorry. It was my fault.

Junho: “And now?”

You: “And now…. I’m with my bestfriend Mariz. I’m afraid I’d only miss you more if I will just locked up myself in my room.”

Junho: “Okay! Okay! I believe you. You made me crazy all these time you know.”

You: “I know. I’m really really sorry.”

Junho: “Stop saying sorry, okay?”

You: “Alright! What are you doing? Where are you now?”

Junho: “Still at the concert hall. Practicing. Just taking some break to call you. I miss you.

You: “By some instance are you with your dancers?”

Junho: “Ahhmmm. I’m with Namyoung Hyung and the rest of the crew.”

You: “Female ones?”

Junho:  “HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA (*laughs)  Are you jealous?”

You: “What are you saying? I am not.”

Junho: “You are!!! Did I tell you that you are the only one in my heart? Baby, I love you….(singing I love You from Junho’s Kimi No Koe Album)

You: “Alright then. I will hang up now. Go back to your practice.”

Junho: “Go home early, understand? I will call you after our practice.”

You: “I will. I love you Lee Junho”

Junho: “I love you too babe. I love you and I will always will.”