A/N: Update! I just wanna clear that the reason she turned him down because he is famous and she is just a normal girl :DD

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Taemin's POV:

This is the scariest thing i have ever experience!

she is my first crush and love.

Am i not that good enough???

Was it because im too young?

While i was walking the rains starts to pour down and i dont care anything about it.

I dont know if its rain or me?

My face was wet and i dont think its the rain.

I was crying here.. ALONE

When i got in the apartment...

I was soaked and all my hyungs came upto me..

I just ignored them and went in my bedroom.

While i was taking a shower.

My heart was aching, it hurts alot...

I dont like the feeling of this!

I hate this feeling! Is this the thing they called Heartbroken?

I think yes.. and im one of them now...

Noone's POV:

While Taemin was taking a shower everyone gathered up.

" What do you think happened? " Jonghyun asked.

" I only have one thing in my head " Minho said and everyone looked at him.

" I think he confessed and he failed "

" OMO! How can that be? Our maknae! She is the first crush and Love! " Onew said.

" lets have a look on his computer " Jonghyun suggested and they all nodded.

All boys went in Taemin's room and took his laptop.

They looked at his accound and there they saw their conversation.

mushroomhair [block] on 10-06-2010 21:11:11 says:Thanks Unnie!

blueberrynights [block] on 10-06-2010 21:11:12 says:Its okay dongsaeng!

mushroomhair [block] on 10-06-2010 21:11:13 says:See you tomorrow at xxx!

blueberrynights [block] on 10-06-2010 21:11:14 says:Okay! what time?

mushroomhair [block] on 10-06-2010 21:11:15 says:12 pm! :DD

blueberrynights [block] on 10-06-2010 21:11:16 says:Okay! Bye!

" OH NO! Wat are we gonna do? " Onew said

" Aishh! We need to talk to that girl! " minho suggested.

" Yes, But how? " Key asked.

" Use one of our account and talk to her! " Jonghyun said.

" Good idea! I will use mine! " Onew volunteered.

" Okay! " Key said and they all walked out Taemin's room and Taemin came out of the bathroom.

Taemin's POV:

When i finished showering icame out and got changed.

I saw my laptop and i was about to touch it but i stopped

WHAT AM I DOING?!

She will never love you back

Get over it Taemin!

You are hurting yourself more.

I leaned down the carpet and looked at my hands

" Why is this happening to me?! " i said and new tars are coming out in my eyes

I walked ouside my bedroom and i saw my hyugs in the dining table

Onew' POV:

We were talking about how to talk to the girl when taemin came out.

" Are you okay? " i asked and he looked at me coldlywhich made me shiver

" Yes " he coldly

His eyes is so sad and i can tell that he just cried.

" You sure? " Minho assured and Taemin looked at him the way he looked at me just awhile ago.

" I told you already right? " taemin said and his voice is very deep and cold.

In th whole night...

We ate our dinner quietly

because usually Taemin and Jonghyun was the one who makes the atomosphere nice but now its so cold and sad.

When Taemin finished his food, he left quickly and we all gathered up.

" He is so cold " Jonghyun said

" I know, he made me shiver " i said and we all nodded.

" I think its because of her " Minho said and we all agreed ad we still did what we planned