JIyongs POV

I missed her. i dont know why, i shouldnt be but i do so ing much... i miss my baby girl

i let go of her wrist but backhugged her instead... i miss her warmth.. so much

she was struggling to get out of my embrace.. no..

" let.me.go" Dara said in a monotone voice

" i cant dara.. im sorry lets talk please..?"

" talk? about what? have you not have enough of rubbing it into my face??!" she hissed

" no... it.s....itss. no..t tha..." i stuttered...

" whatever Jiyong. i have nothing to say to you so please let me go. "

she struggled more this time!

I know whatever i say now she wont believe so i carried her like a sack of rice over my shoulders and walk to my car as fast as i could.

" you kwon let me go!!! help!!! ughhh let me go!!!"

i ignore her screams

i gently place her on the car seat and closed the door quickly. i dash to my side of the car and quickly lock the doors to prevent her from escaping

she tried to open the doors but failed

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i brought her to my room and sat her on my bed... my bed where we used to cuddle and once almost close to that ( you know haha..)

she tried to get up but i pushed her down with me hovering her..

" Dara..babe..plea-"

" what do you want from me?! me?! " dara interrupted

What>! ofcourse not! how could she think of me like this.... wait.. why would she not...after what i had done to her..

" no! i want to talk you please just listen to me! "

i pulled her up and hugged her so tight she cant breathe properly..

" i know jiyong im naive for falling for a jerk like you. when my friends told me you were a player... i know but i believed you would change. i loved you. i did.. now i cant tell.. while you never love me at all. i was just your toy.. your plaything..something that amuse and entertain you. someone you could make bets out off.. tsk... now i know my worth . know what i am really to you. you were my first love and frist heartbreaker.. how much did you get for breaking my heart? $500? did you get an oscars award for it? Despite all that has happend i am thankful as well.. this made me stronger. the dara you know is gone. " she said coldly

" dara...I...i will court you again . i will gain your trust again... please just dont ignore me and give me a chance!"

" are you seriously asking me that right now? after what you did? do you know how painful it was how i felt??!! that day when you told me!! when i saw you making out with some women!!?? what>!? is this another bet to break my heart again?!!" she screamed in anguish as she cried

i lift my hands to wipe her tears but she slap my hand away and stared at me with disgust..

She managed to get up .. she ran to the door about the turn the door knob.. i pull her towards me and started crying 

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" please dony dara! " 

" i trusted you jiyong... how could you! "

"please!!!!"

"..wh..y ??!"

" because I LOVE YOU! "