the impulse to jump

Description

"a lifetime of training for just ten seconds."

he went away and left his friends at practice.
they worried about failing the instructor.
he worried about failing his impulse.

 


because sometimes
just sometimes
i  need a break too

Foreword

i wonder if anyone has waited for the subway,
thinking that it takes a mere ten seconds to

jump

because if they jumped now,
they could end their pain.


end it all.


poster + background cr: cloudydream 


 

sushi_sykes
i'm back after 4 years to find that this fic has 6 upvotes and over 30 subscribers? i'm honestly so shocked that this is still being read and loved. please don't feel scared to comment about any random thing, i wont bite! and thank you all for your support on this fic!!

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gojosgf #1
honestly, i'm not an exo stan or anything (not anymore); i was just looking for something to read where i can cry and somewhat relate, and i'm so glad i found this. it was written so beautifully and it's BELIEVEABLE you know? ah i'm still wiping tears. thank you for such a good story.
YHyunah
#2
I don't tend to read one shots especially if it's not with any romance or has somewhat horror in it, but I'm glad that I took my time and read this one. It was absolutely beautiful, honestly while having my music playlist on shuffle, all the sad songs seemed to apear. Not only your writing was perfect and emotional my phone decided to play with me and by the end few tears rolled down my cheek. I do hope that you will have the chance to perhaps write another part of it? Maybe Krises size of it all? Or how the members reacted, I guess right now it's up to our imaginations.

I am so glad that I found this one shot, honestly I can't believe it took me that long. I'm very impressed with it and it's actually going on my 'top favourite' list, you deserve my upvote; I just wish that more people would recognise this one shot. Very inspirational so thank you for taking your time in writing this and sharing it. Oh and such beautiful poster!

Have a good day or night!
zelovesick
#3
Chapter 1: I was crying in the middle of class ;-; this is sooooooooo sooooooooooo sooooooooooo sad.... (*.一)
Kuro_no_Daisy #4
Chapter 1: ... Poor Tao (ㅠ. ㅠ)
paradisease
#5
the gif is very disturbing, idek why. ;-;

this is very well-written. T^T i had a visualization that this was what junmyeon REALLY felt deep inside when he heard the news a few months ago. (i wanted to write one but it was too sad for me XD so i'm really thankful that you wrote this)

and i read this while listening to Color Ring by winner which is causing me a feels trip rn. TTATT

hope you write more stories (hopefully not with a tragic ending anymore)! ;w;
loyal4ygfamily5ever #6
Chapter 1: wooooooooooaaahh duuuude.... just give me a minute while I start breathing again. This is the first fanfic in months that I've started reading and haven't been able to stop. I think.... I kind of thought Kris would be able to stop him.

I really liked it, it was written well which I think is rare in a lot of fanfics. I'm not an Exo fan so I don't have any personal connections to the people (although I kind of have an extreme soft spot for Kris and I hope he's much happier where he is now).

anyway I really liked it; it's sad but it's not morbid or written too dramatically. it's just SAD I mean they shouldh ave gone back and lived happily ever after with their brothers but... no... *sniff sniff*
thanks for writing! :)
Exoxoxoot12
#7
Chapter 1: Um my heart is not okay right now lol...T.T
adibah_YS #8
Chapter 1: omg. That's really sad.
JunMyung
#9
please update soon authornim, ♡♡