FOUR more sTeps

Luhan's Pov

" Luhan , can I asked you something ? " Kyungsoo asked . We're now at hospital . My second house and here are we , spending our times awkwardly in my private room . " Sure " I answer and sipped my hot chocolate that Kyungsoo brought for me today . " D-do y-you h-have any f-family ? " he said like a poor puppy . I flashed my smiled , " I have Kyungsoo-ssi " . A pregnant of silence filled the room . " I have a family when I just 10 " I continued telling him the truth . I felt like he felt guilty for asking this question but nahh , it's okey . The truth will reveals soon .

" I have a father till I was 6 . The fact that he telling me the truth that I was blind and the fact that he was leaving me just in one day make me felt like I wanna go commit suicide . It's like God doesnt acts fair to me ." I let out a awkward giggled . " Spending another 4 years with my mother was like in a hell . Being abused , hitted , poured with hot water even spending my lonely night alone outside . She can't take the fact that she have a blind child . The day she passed because an accident , I was praising God for taking her away from me . But then I realised , who will take care of me after this ? Even though I felt like she deserve it but I still crying for losing her . She still my mom after all and I still thanked her for taken care for me this whole my 10 years . " I felt a small gripped on my right hand . I smiled because I know I was not too strong to keep this alone .

" Another 12 years was still like nothing to me . Spending my entire life in this hospital and I don't even know who will paying my hospital's bills . " I chuckled and I felt a tear streams down to my cheek . " I learnt a lot this 22 years . I learnt how to be like a normal person . How to life like a normal teenager . Even many of them can't regonise that I was blind just because I learnt how to trick them . " Just then I been hugged . A small warm hug from my friend , Do Kyungsoo . I don't even bothered to hug him back . I smiled a little because I felt my hospital's cloth was soaked at my shoulder .

" I don't know what is my fault . I don't know why God hates me so much . Why can I have a normal life ? " A sobbed escape from the younger . I rubbed his back . " W-why you still c-can smile Lu ? W-why I t-think that you was s-strong enough to face it ? W-why you care a-about my p-problems Lu ? Why ? " He asks between his sobs . I don't have any particular answers . I just reply it with my smile .

You're Lucky Kyungsoo-ssi . May God bless you .

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" Do some warming up Oh Sehun ! " Kris shouted . He was leading the team running 2 leaps of their school's basketball court . Sehun rolled his eyes and listening the voice from the other line . " 3.00 pm you have your schedules with the most famous sport magazines . Be punctual . Do you hear me Oh Sehun ? " His manager asks . " I heard that old man . " He answer . Doesnt care what his ma