It has been a 2 days since my girlfriend left to America but it felt like 2 years. I looked at our pictures by my bed.

“Don’t worry Jongin, I am sure she will call soon” My brother, Taemin cheered me up. “I’ll be just in the living room call me if you need anything okay?” He patted my back and left to watch some news.

I miss her, I miss her voice, I miss her smiles, I miss her kisses. I closed my eyes as I tried to get a nice and decent nap without getting interrupted.

“JONGIN!” I groaned, great just great. I reluctantly left my bed and walked to my brother. “What now?” I looked at him annoyingly but my eyes widen as I see him crying

“Yah what happened?”  He just pointed at the TV and I looked “I..isn’t that HyunAe’s plane” My world crashed, I can’t hear my hyung talking to me my eyes was glued to the screen as tears rolled down my cheeks

‘Flight NY899 plane crashed; as of now there are currently no survivors’

I screamed as I opened my eyes, my body was covered with sweat; I had hard time breathing for a few seconds. Not that dream again. I looked at the time ‘3:04 am’ I groaned as I went to the bathroom and splashed cold water to my face to calm my heart, It had been 2 years since HyunAe’s plane crash accident, they never found her body or any of the passengers. At first I was still believing she was still alive she might had been brought to a nearby island but Taemin hyung said I should start waking up from reality.

“Kai, you okay ?” I peeked to find my roommate Kyungsoo rubbing his eyes. “Sorry, just had a bad dream go back to sleep Soo” I smiled softly at him while he snuggled to his blanket

“Don’t forget we have a schedule tomorrow okay?” he mumbled while I just nod. To those who are wondering I recently debuted in a group called EXO, we are quite famous now actually.

I went to my closet and pulled out a box with “HyunAe”  written on it,  Taemin hyung knew I threw it away already but I secretly kept here it here in my dorm. It had been a year since I last opened it, pain engulfed my chest as I looked at our old photos, her old homemade gifts to me.

“I still believe you are still alive baby...” I mumbled as I closed the box and lay beside Soo and closed my eyes.

“Come catch me baby” she smiled as I chase her. She secretly doodled on my face while I was resting.

“Come here you” I laughed, she had the most adorable face when she smile. I hugged her from behind “Gotcha”

“Meanie, you didn’t even let me last for at least 10 minutes of chasing me” She pouted; I couldn’t help it but kiss her soft plump lips. My eyes locked on her looking at her reaction which I love the most

“Y..yah” She buried her face to my chest “ Meanie” I chuckled at her reaction even though we had been together for 6 months she still thinks it is wrong to kiss my own girlfriend

“Baby” she cupped my cheeks “Always remember I love you so much and no matter what happens I will only choose you to be my lover” now it was my turn to blush and leaned closer to her

“I do too baby, I love y