On an autumn night I continued to read my book "Blame the Stars " the best book of all , the novel that made ​​me laugh and makes me cry at the end , was so perfect that having an affair , a friendly and happy person completely different the kids today ... after all had a just a kid who could get my head seriously, that perfect smile, her perfect body , everything was perfect blast, my heart had a blast to have him in one act passing over he was older second year of teaching medium , we were totally removed had not as I approach ... the more I 've never tried it ... it was just a bug in that hell that the only sensible place that only lust and beauty was important
- Daughter, wake up you have to go to school - I told my mother waking me up every day as she did , it was Monday after a weekend cold and boring the sun shone again
- Omma , because it has to be that way ?
- So what ?
- I have to be excluded ... I could be popular ..
- You is not excluded , and their friends , and their friends do not count ? - She said she tried to comfort me
More every day was cloudy that school or internship whatever it might be that I only know that the hours were slowly, slowly ....
- Today we will learn Square Root applied ... 
I was so excited to see him that neither my favorite class could my concentration on a small sign I ran out to meet him at least watch him from afar
- Hyuna ... you're so quiet today ... - Said Sohyun worried but I could only keep my eyes on Jay ... Jay Park 
- She's in love ... will be? - Said Ji Hyun tried to pull my attention no more resolved until he disappeared in that crowd

- How can there be such a perfect guy like him ... he is supernatural ... - I said doing both laugh
- Is she is in love ... - Said they suddenly his attention was stolen by what I call Breaking Chin (because it makes the girls jaw dropping )
- Look the bastard ! - I said pointing to it more in the middle of so many people he would not see me or hear
- Stop it ... - Said Sohyun going toward him
- Oppa oppa ! - Both were drooling over him as he was always gentle with them and invited them to come out , this was the second time this month that he invites them to come out more in not going
- They do not tire - I said grabbing my materials to go home , classes had already ending and I'd come running back to stick their faces in books, for vestibular tests were nearby and I had to get a high score in order to have chances more up front plus I was so tired for years I was in that room just studying , studying alone , I had had enough
- Unnie that such a slumber party tonight? - I called Sohyun invited to take a slumber party
- Ooh we 've got another idea for a party at the home of ...
- Neither continues , you know I do not like to party , bye
The poor have many friends that are popular and they forget you or they try to fit you anymore it was impossible to happen
- Come on! - Jihyun tried to convince me
- I do not want, seriously hate party ... are so ... 
- Please 
They would have begged for hours to eight hours, I was on the books as always 
- Okay, I'll meet you there. 
My first party after ten years, I was sincerely excited, maybe Jay, maybe not sure he would be there that made me more confident or rather anxious

When we entered the room all eyes were on Jihyun and Sohyun and soon I was left out, the bar was what left me at that moment, I wanted to disappear at that time, another vision, a paradise, a perfect landscape 
- Hello

- Hi - I said shyly turning the glass of Soju 
- Who is the cat that I've never seen before ... - he said holding my waist from behind, I knew I was very different from normal and that Jay had noticed me until it was not bad ... plus I was still a . I did not want .. not now 
- Kim Hyuna .... - I said, standing outside their malicious hand 
- Um ... Kim Hyun Ah nerd girl in school? - He said with a charming smile 
- Nerd ... how? 
I could not believe how he knew me? 
- You're a smart girl, and now show me your cute side ... I liked it, let's get out of here. - Said he approached 
- Yah! walks away, I do not want to miss going with you ... I have to go. - I said running out, I looked like a fool just to get out of my great love, the more I wanted something different like maybe a different meeting Bonnie and Candy 
- You ! - A girl ran from the hands of Jaejoong's chin breaks
Ok , I could not deny that this guy could even leave me jaw dropping yet he was a , idiot and imbecile ...
I continued my way home in the darkness of the cold night , I tried to catch a taxi , my phone was unloaded and then I would have to catch a bus , I waited longer that hour no bus was gone , so I had to go back and look Jihyun and Sohyun to leave more they had gone
- Sohyun ! Ji Hyun ! - I screamed looking for them all, everyone was drunk enough to even notice my despair , Jay was already seized with another girl
- I knew I should not have come .... - I could make me more strong only I know the heartache that I felt at that moment, as if he had sticking his knife and ripped my heart out, I was standing and how those movies people passed me over I could not hear them and like I was not there more in a single act knocked me down on the ground my eyes were stolen grounded

- Are you okay? - The idiot was being solidary once in his life, he gave me his hand and helped me up 
- Yes, I'm fine ... - I said grabbing my purse 
- I think you want to go, right? - He said seeing my condition, I was not endured the tears fell like I was a child 
- Yes yes. 
- I'll call a cab for you - He said calling the taxi cab arrived quickly and I was there, he paid the taxi for me 
- Thank you - I said wiping the tears 
- Tread carefully. - He said ... maybe totally crazy ... or drunk ... one thing I did not expect was that, not him, not now, it was totally an ogre and is now being affectionate with if it means the I was past, it was the worst night of all winter

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