The next morning was colder than yesterday, my body ached , my head was in a knot, my broken heart
- Let's daughter, you're already late - said omma throwing clothes on me
- I think I will not today - I said trying to get up
- You went to a second ballad full show? - Omma asked when he saw my dirty clothes thrown on the ground
- It was a birthday ...
- Okay , check more soon will be late
The will was that I had to stay home , that room forever, did not want to see his face again, I knew my heart was pounding again and again , I was tired , I could tell the chin break anymore Jay was not ago, I was thinking , my head was spinning and turns, as I walked down that street desligadamente step by step trying not to fall into a deep loneliness was too late more tears fall into only remember that idiot
- What is happening to me ? - I said sitting down on the counter a few feet of the school , I tried to understand why I loved him so much , he never tells me anything or do anything to not be one more event in sixth grade he did not even remember who I really was , he did not remember my first kiss , our kiss, he told me to be unique as I lost my innocence ... more now it was too late to go back to the past , I forget it ?
- Hey nerd !

- Morons ... - I said led me to continue the path 
- Let this idiot. - Said the jaw breaking, totally different from yesterday, does not he remember me? he's really drunk? 
I continued the way without stopping and without looking back even looking forward and following the path seemed uncertain and dark, my chest was still sore when I walked into the room and sat alone in the background, my life had completely lost the sense, I never had in such a deep depression as well 
- Excuse me teacher, please Hyuna Kim. - Said the director, I stood in a slow and miserable act and walked to the board 
- You're the best student in each year of school, I need you to take care of a special case - he said the same things every time 
- Any Lessons? Who is the student? - I said trying to shorten it 
- Yes yes, and Hero Jaejoong.
- I must be crazy or you spoke Hero Jaejoong ... Jaejoong ? - I said surprise, I actually I was surprised and nervous
- Yes , he himself , you should already know , it needs a lot of assistance in math ...
I could not help it as it would be about to jump off a bridge , and even know who would push me
- I can not do this , please arrange another person . - I said taking
- I'll imploror anyone wants more help you , please try just this once I'll imploror
I might be going crazy , I was going crazy
- Okay . I will.
I threw myself into the building and now will sink slowly and painfully
- Go home at that address on Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday after school .
- Yes I'm off
I was lost , late that afternoon , after school I went to his house was a house luxosa , with huge pool and security for all sides making me feel insecure , everyone looked at me ugly, especially their young neighbors who seemed ambushes waiting it turns out to spy on him
- Who is ?
- Hello , my name is Kim Hyuna 'm the new teacher of Hero Jaejoong . - I introduced myself to the guards he connected the house and then opened the big iron gate , I entered the enchanted palace of the evil wolfI entered the house and she was apparently empty, the situation was eerily 
- Ma'am, can climb. - Said the ruling house 
- Yes, thank you. - I said, rising to his office 
I wondered all the time he lives in this huge house alone because so segunraça are so many more questions that I doubt will have answers, I finally found the right door in that huge house, I was even more tense I had to get this over with I open the door and he was with the guys in a paperwork

- Hey - I said putting the bag on the chair , I was still standing and I bent him
- What are you doing here ? - He asked looking at my face
- I know you do not want, nor do I want ... I need more money and experience , so from now , I 'll be your teacher for Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday , ok ? - I said we were staring at us for a few seconds until he cut the silence
- Okay , so you go , today is freedom . - He said turning to his paperwork
he did not seem all that kid school playboy
- I'm sorry , but I have a service , and desire to fulfill it . - He was furious , he stood up and held not to drop rude words
- I am asked to go, I 'm not head ... - I cut it and ended up just a little venting
- You know how many people wanted to live like you or at least be by your side ... yes I 'm one of them , having everything you want , when you want to seem more a sin ... is only one wish , and that time I wish more will disappear I got it ? not, then I will face Wolves ahead may tell his head coldly and carefully ... Please let me help you, let me have a reason to live .

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